If pain is worse than death and is death better than fear and if so there are many more who's souls soley rest on that beat.
If you could look into a thousand minds, would they all think the same, would they have all the same things you do, the joy, the sadness, the pain. Why cannot we all be happy, and live with those we love, but forced to wait til the angels sing and we find ourselves above.
Independance. Do you ever get lonely? That doesn't mean you have to be or are alone. Stranded. In the middle and on the outside. Never? To be where you never were, where you want to be. Fairytale. To release the bordem and loneliness into a false like dream. Fantasy in depths of reality.(done in french)
Who am I? Who I have always been. Who am I becoming? One in many fractions of me.What can I do to stop it? Nothing. It is what i'm becoming, what i've become. Can stop it. Myself. With no help. Only do the opposite. Obession and need lean me towards the pain. (started in chemistry and finished in biology)
It haunts my waking dreams... It takes up all my time... I am obsessed again. But when I crash, there is no-one to catch me. I will hurt again...but for now, I will carry on in the bliss that is destroying me. (Written on a chemistry test paper!!!)