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HEY was up this is ryan and I told you i would give you a buzz on the web.That means I would do anything for you and your probably tired of poems and here are some more and they are the last of mine too give. (YOU SAY THAT THAT IS ALL) I say that I?ll love you forever, I used to think that was untrue, But you showed me the way, And now I know that you are the one, For me, forever, Just hearing your voice, Gives me great joy, The feel of your touch, Brings chills down my back, I didn?t know before, If this was true to be, But you showed me the way, The way to my destiny. It?s true, When I say I love you, That look, that smile, Says it all, When I say I care, It?s true, Because I really do love you. My future life may be complicated, But I want you there, no matter what they say, Because, when I look into your eyes, I see the love that you are giving to me, No one?s words, Can break me from you, And no one?s looks, Can take me from you, I found my way, And I finally know what I want, I want a life here, with you, I say that I love you, And now I know it?s true. (never anofe) NEVER HAD MUCH NEVER BEEN MUCH NEVER GAVE MUCH 'TIL THERE WAS YOU DIDN'T LOVE MUCH DIDN'T TRUST MUCH BUT THERE WAS ALWAYS THAT ONE TRUTH I KNEW NOW I HAVE EVERYTHING I'LL BE EVERYTHING I'LL GIVE EVERYTHING TO MAKE YOU SEE THAT ALL I LOVE AND ALL I TRUST IS IN "YOU AND ME" SO DON'T LET GO DON'T LET IT ALL SLIP AWAY I NEED YOU NOW I'LL NEED YOU TOMORROW I NEEDED YOU IN MY YESTERDAYS NO DON'T EVER LET GO WHAT CAN I DO SO YOU'LL ALWAYS STAY I'LL LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY I WAS ALONE AND AFRAID NEVER THOUGHT I'D GIVE MY HEART AWAY BUT YOU CAME ALONG WITH LOVE AND A SMILE YOU TOOK THE TIME TO LISTEN AND HOLD ME FOR AWHILE AND I NEVER WANTED YOU TO GO, AND I STILL DON'T SO DON'T EVER LET GO STAY RIGHT WHERE I NEED YOU TO BE PLEASE BABy, DON'T EVER LET GO HOLD TIGHTLY OF ME. (I PROMISE) I PROMISE TO GIVE YOU THE BEST OF MYSELF. AND TO ASK OF YOU NO MORE THAN YOU CAN GIVE. I PROMISE TO ACCEPT YOU THE WAY YOU ARE, FOR THE QUALITIES, ABILITIES, AND OUTLOOK ON LIFE THAT YOU HAVE, AND WON'T TRY TO RESHAPE YOU IN A DIFFERENT IMAGE. I PROMISE TO RESPECT YOU AS A PERSON WITH YOUR OWN INTERESTS, DESIRES, AND NEEDS AND TO REALIZE THOSE ARE SOMETIMES DIFFERENT-- BUT NO LESS IMPORTANT THAN MY OWN. I PROMISE TO SHARE WITH YOU MY TIME, MY CLOSE ATTENTION, AND TO BRING JOY AND STRENGTH AND IMAGINATION TO OUR RELATIONSHIP. I PROMISE TO KEEP MYSELF OPEN TO YOU, TO LET YOU SEE THROUGH THE WINDOW OF MY PERSONAL WORLD INTO MY INNERMOST FEARS AND FEELINGS, SECRETS, AND DREAMS. AND FINALLY... I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU AND BE THERE FOR YOU IN GOOD TIMES AND IN BAD WITH ALL I HAVE TO GIVE AND ALL I FEEL INSIDE, IN THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW, COMPLETELY AND FOREVER. too my love always and forever. (THAT SOMEONE) The first time I saw you, I already knew. You had my heart, I truly loved you. You make me whole, There is no debate. You're the one I love, You're my soul-mate. You make me complete, There could be no other. The only one is you, My one and true lover. I love you with all my heart, My soul and mind. A love that together, We surely can bind. I loved you from the beginning, There will be no end. A love that forever, Will only ascend. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (TEEN LOVE) I never really knew happiness till I fell in love with you. Then there was you to make me feel fulfilled when I am blue. You only have to hold me, then everything's all right. A warm embrace from you can make my life seem so bright. A gentle kiss from you can send me to cloud nine. The memory will be forever, always mine. When I say I love you, I mean it with all my heart. It somehow fills the gap whenever we're apart. So believe me when I say, honest to God and true, These three words straight from the heart... I love you![][][][][][][][][][][]][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][][].,./, I was drawn to her eyes, then caught in her scent And then when she smiled, I knew what was meant Next lost in her voice and soft fingertips Ending the night in the taste of her lips. A simple hello, a simple night spent Lemon desire, an unexpected event A sip of the surreal, an intoxication Surrounding the senses, a subtle creation. A lemon desire, such storybook eyes The color of hazel, the spirit of smile The glances I stole under the guise Of watching her words all of the while. A lemon desire, the sound of her voice Amidst soothing speech, I was left with no choice Her manner of speaking, sensuous, soft Elegance spoken in words and in thoughts. A lemon desire, with scented delight A sense of her heart, the essence she shared A way to remember the fragrance that night Her skin?s soft aroma in the cool morning air. A lemon desire, held in her hands Hands which when touched, felt in my heart Her fingers, the petals of soft velvet flowers Controlled me that night, from worlds far apart. A lemon desire, flowed on pursed lips A taste so enticing, a texture I?d missed And at evening?s end, after a few final sips Her lips, for the moment, surrendered a kiss... (THAT ONE DAY With you, my love, is where I wanna be, your eyes, your voice, your love means so much to me. Love is so precious, love is so dear, as long as I have you, I will not shed a tear. Without you, there would be no point to life, one day, I hope to make you my wife. only you have the key to my heart, a key, I hope you never depart. It seems like our love grows stronger each day, even when we are apart, my love is here to stay. I feel like I've found my one true love, I hear God calling me from up above. Telling me you are the one for me, how you and I are meant to be. And everyone says we are to young for that kind of thing, but the way I feel about you, one day I hope you will wear my ring. I used to lay in my bed, and pray at night, that one day I would find a girl, that treats me just right. We would sit up real late at night on the phone, then, finally, it hit me, I no longer had to be alone. (GAZING TOO ME) Gaze into my eyes Feel what they have to say With a soft whisper, a tender touch Eternal moments of ecstasy Gaze into my eyes Hear my heart beating for you The beat of a song of passion, a sensual desire A never-ending ache of wanting, always needing you A continual rhythm of all that my heart will ever need Gaze into my eyes Feel my touch of desire for you How it trembles with the anticipation of you An uncontrollable urge to hold you, to have you To spiral into a never-ending bliss in each others arms of want Gaze into my eyes Listen to my mind saying a never-ending, "Come here to me" One continual syllable of love Hear the echo of that thought searching the earth for only your ears Oh! How you nourish the repartition of that thought With the tranquility of life that follows whenever you are near Gaze into my eyes Feel my soul surround you with a soothing caress A pillow of love for you to rest An eternity of hugs with affection clinging to your heart Always your friend and lover, your soul mate to the end Never a worry, not a fear, when you are cradled by me Gaze into my eyes See the reflection of yourself in my sight Our lips melting together in a perfect harmony Holding hands or just listening to the sweet scent of your thoughts You are the only vision that my eyes aspire to see Just gaze into my eyes You will see The miracle of life unfolding between you and I Two become one for all eternity Behold all the tenderness of us that can be The uncovered secret behind why I am, I be See all that you will ever want, ever need to see. (CROSSROADS) Free will is a tricky thing Makes you think you?re in control Now here I am at a crossroads Wondering which way to go Do I follow my heart and dreams Or stand by my obligations? It?s that contradiction That?s led me to this situation Standing in the middle of nowhere Looking at the fork in the road Do I take the one less traveled? Or bear this heavy load? There?s something about the familiar That lulls you into a sense of security Stealing the ability to take a chance Afraid of failing miserably Who are the real heroes in life The ones who followed their dreams Or the people who stood by their word At the expense of life, it seems? Sometimes the everyday hero Is the one you never hear about Providing for their family Being there, day in, day out So here I am at a crossroads Wondering which way to go Free will, it?s a tricky thing But without it, you?d never know...................... (THAT ONE DAY I WILL CHERISH FOR MY WHOLE LIFE) When I first saw your face It brightened up my day And forever I'll cherish you More than words can say I love that you are there for me I love to see you smile When you look at me that way It makes it all worthwhile All those times I have thought I'll never make it through You've loved me and were there for me Thank God I have you When I thought my dreams would die And storm clounds covered my sky You gave me strength, you gave me hope And you made me try And I know my love will grow for you With each passing day For it's you I owe my life to Without you, I'd surely slip away Thank God I found you, my love Cause you've been there for me And I hope I can return to you The favors you have done For without you, my love, my friend, Sadness would have won. (THE DANCE) Sun was setting in gold and blues, promising tomorrow will come true. Memories linger of hours passed. Crimson hues.. our shadows cast. Eyes of blue, sun kissed skin Lips like wine as night begins. Sun bestows its final wink. surf recedes in shades of pink. Mandolin cries faint and low. A warm embrace, a song we know. Rest your head, hold me tight. We move as one by candle light. Bodies sway with gentle sighs. Reflections play in loving eyes. Like petaled stem from virgin seed, A soft caress like a summer breeze. Against the walls and window panes, our shadows play like summer rain. Evening passes, music fades. Candle dims, moon invades. Filling within hearts and minds, like a love one feels or hopes to find. Now evening's kiss is on our lips. An evening's dance to reminisce. Whispers, soft, as you take my hand. Was it all a dream in the evening sand? The promises made, not in haste. Sweet thought of you like honey's taste. Between the moon and morning light, you take me slowly holding tight. Simple pleasures as if new. Bodies one.... but, born as two. Like starlight's wink, high aloft. Your warm whisper low and soft. They seem to say without a sound, feelings true, will abound. Things we feel, things we see makes these lover's hearts believe in things not heard, in things not seen, in simple love and simple dreams...... (IT IS ALL I WANT TOO BE) I just want to hold you close Be closer to you than anyone has ever been Be able to protect you from the pain Make you feel safe and loved I just want to take you to a place One that is completely deprived of sorrow Where you could get the life you really deserve And not feel anything else than love and happiness I just want to tell you how much I love you To show you how important you are for me To make you realize that you mean everything to me And you can give so much just by being you I just want to hear your voice To feel closer to your soul To make you see what you can do to me When you say, ?I love you? I just want to find the right word The one that expresses what I?m feeling This amazement I have when I hear your name The madness which I feel when I?m with you What I really want is to tell you... I love you beyond the love... (ANGEL OF NATURE AND IT IS U) the sun's soft rays danced on her skin kissing her body whereever it could the air blushing when embracing her the feeling of warmth, of love of her stars, envious of the play of light that glistened in her smile the night before and eyes showing me the wonders and the dangers that are mine to journey in the four winds could be heard fighting amongst themselves, wantonly and undisciplined making for a blustery day wanting to love her like the sun, air, and stars then came the rain, pushing through as if it thought it could get closer than the rest the earth itself was in a state of euphoria feeling her lay upon it and holding her as close as possible I happened along that day and found her resting there, angelic in appearance, and with all of nature's glory encompassing her as bees to the sweet flower's nectar I kissed her, held her, and spirited her off even Time, when hearing of this, stood still... if only for a moment. (AM I) Seems like only yesterday when I first looked into your eyes. I was engulfed by an eternal passion to live within those sunset skies. The woman I have come to know and time with whom I've spent... has since, captured my EVERY emotion and my heart to a certain extent. Before my meeting with "Destiny" my purpose was yet to be found. After the first evening we spent together I always wanted to have you around. Had so much fun with you, honey, though I was a little shy. My outer shell seemed to break away when it came time for goodbye. But things couldn't last forever there is a final chapter to every book. When you said that you had to go, a piece of my heart, you took. Going back to a nighttime wish I had made with you by my side. Wished we would last a lifetime, these feelings I can no longer hide. Since that evening I've come to see that wishes are just for fools. Devised by thieves and lazy dreamers who lust after gold and jewels. Regrets for any pain I've caused and the wrong choices I've made. So thankful for your forgiving heart ...all our problems just seem to fade. Be careful honey, while you're away And good luck in all you do. There will always be an innocent heart in love with and missing you. I am dedicating this poem to a very special woman who has made a definite difference in my life.... REBBECA, thank you so much baby! WELL HERE I AM and the part where you said you where not a princess that is a lie and ASK your friends what I told them was funny too you and quess what I will hope you don't get mad cause I never would mean too hurt you and if they do not have the mail yet tell them too check there e-mail tonight and call you on the phone or just give you a haller at school got too go and smooches and hugges from my body to your LOVE YOU>thi is a haller out too rebbeca's friends and I want too say hey and that I hope too get some emails from yall too just too see hoe much she has bragged on me LOL na I WILL see yall later peace. (RICHES) A stranger came to the door at eve, And he spoke the bridegroom fair. He bore a green-white stick in his hand, And, for all burden, care. He asked with the eyes more than the lips For a shelter for the night, And he turned and looked at the road afar Without a window light. The bridegroom came forth into the porch With, "Let us look at the sky, And question what of the night to be, Stranger, you and I." The woodbine leaves littered the yard, The woodbine berries were blue, Autumn, yes, winter was in the wind; "Stranger, I wish I knew." Within, the bride in the dusk alone Bent over the open fire, Her face rose-red with the glowing coal And the thought of the heart's desire. The bridegroom looked at the weary road, Yet saw but her within, And wished her heart in a case of gold And pinned with a silver pin. The bridegroom thought it little to give A dole of bread, a purse, A heartfelt prayer for the poor of God, Or for the rich a curse; But whether or not a man was asked To mar the love of two by harboring woe in the bridal house, The bridegroom wished he knew. AS I SAID BEFORE I LOVE YOU AND THIS ENDES MY SESSION WITH HEARTTO MY LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER>

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