Tuesday, November 20, 2000 (1:02 am)...Hey peeps...wsup wsup?... Not much here... just sitting in my room watching "Sixteen Candles" again... i'm so in love with this movie... Mia is being creative right now and making something... She hasn't slept over for a couple of days but she's back!...Anyways... Today... I had my Econ exam... i don't know how i did...and tomorrow i have a Poli Sci exam... *aahh*... i should be studying right now... I really don't know what's been going on with all of us...but us four (Chrissie, Mia, Samphy and I) have just been feeling down... and it's weird...cuz it'll hit one of us...then jump to another person and so on... I've been feeling it for a while... but i think i'm just good at hiding it... I had my cell off today and my phone as well for the most part... i just didn't want to talk... but it was nothing against anyone... i've just been trying to analyze myself and why i get such weird emotions at random times... I woke up early this morning and headed over to the west side of campus so i could study... then took my exam and then walked home in the freezing cold... and it was snowing too... then i went to sleep and Mia came over after work... we did some grocery shopping and then had dinner at Fridays and met up with Chrissie but she didn't stay very long cuz she made other plans... Samphy was gonna come out too but she wasn't feeling it...when i got home i just talked on the phone with Jay (a very good friend from Jerzee).. and we talked for a while... we've been talking a lot lately...yesterday we talked for a long time... just friends though... we had what we had and now we're kool... i have many letters to write and Thanksgiving cards to send and make as well... Oh yeah... well since my last day of writing was Friday... Uhm... well... That Friday... The girls came over and we went out to eat at Hooters around midnight...and some guy went up to us and started talking to us...he was quite annoying...and claimed he was a stripper... but whatever...and then Samphy saw some peeps she knew... so we just talked to them, got our food, and then went our separate ways... Saturday was my first day of work... with Samphy at the mall at one of those makeup booths... And it was kool...but my feet were killing cuz i was walking around all day helping customers... i made some money too..my boss is kind of a "bizotch"... but it's all good.... That night was bad!... We were drinking again and went to our friend's bday party and it was just another very wild and krayzee night... i'm falling into that trap again and i can't afford it... I didn't go to work on Sunday...not because of the hangover from the night before..but simply because i just needed time to just relax and think things through...and to of course study for Econ... it was nice just laying down and watching TV and trying hard not to think too much about things... then again... no matter what i still ended thinking "deep" thoughts...i think that i'm just really homesick...even though i went home last week... but the holidays are coming...my parents are in Florida and this Thanksgiving is the first real big holiday that i have to spend alone...i mean my friends are taking me out to their family outings and stuff...but it's just not the same without my family... it just makes me feel like i'm getting so old spending this holiday by myself... i'm just gonna work and work these next couple of weeks so i could get some gifts for my friends and family... Anyway... i guess that's it...it's getting pretty late... Good night...

Wednesday, November 22, 2000 (3:30 am)Hey peoples...it's so late and i'm still up downloading songs from the net...anyways... my day was straight... I went to class and took my Poli Sci exam which probably sucked...but i tried and that's all the really matters... afterwards....Mia picked me up and we went to Dub's for the 24 cent chicken wings... we were really hungry and then Samphy met us up at my place...and we were all excited cuz we just got the urge to go to the club tonight because there was supposedly this DJ there that was really good, but we found out that it was sold out...and then Kosal called and asked if we were going to Dub's and so we waited for Chrissie to come and then we left...i was kind of bummed about the club, but i guess we're gonna go on Thursday...Ole and Rich were there too at Dub's and afterwards we all decided to go bowling... and it was fun...the girls against the guys and we were betting "dinner"... so the losers had to take the winners out... and we kicked their azzes the first game and the last three were really really close... they beat us by 7 points... so now we gotta take them out to eat... after that... it was already late...so Chrissie went home and Samphy and Mia came to my place and we watched part 2 of Titanic while we ate... and no matter how many times i watch that movie...it still really hits me... Then Samphy left and Mia and i just watched TV and played on the comp... Mia is sleeping now cuz she has to work tomorrow..and i wanted to work as well, but i think it's too late for that now... i have a lot to do...i have to register tomorrow morning and i wanna work out...i have a lot of things to make and mail as well... Well...i've been working on my newest pictures from Oct and this month....but i haven't made an individual page for each of them...they should be up in the next couple of days, so be sure to check it out...i'll probably post it at the top... i better go..i'm getting mad tired... good nighties...

!!!JP's 20th Bday!!!

Saturday, November 25, 2000 (2:16 am)Hey peeples... just came home from a house party...it was aite...but i was really tired from work... i worked 8 hours today and the mall was really busy... but i made commission cuz i sold some expensive makeup...but anyways...after work...i just chilled at home with Mia...we ate and just chillaxed...and then Chrissie came and we rested for a bit...listened to some slow jams and then we left for the party... we were actually supposed to hit up two parties tonight, but the other one got postponed...so yeah... Last night was the MOST FUN.. we went clubbing again after our Thanksgiving meals... and the line was so long but we got in cuz Samphy knew the bouncer...so we didn't have to freeze our asses... but there was madd people there and it was so much fun... Anyways...i'm working again tomorrow for another 8 hours and then again on Sunday...i'm just trying to make money for Xmas presents... I spoke to my mom today...they arrived safely from Florida so i'm glad..and i've also been talking a lot to Jay... he still makes me laff...he might come visit soon he says... so i'm excited to see him... i haven't seen him since summer...but it's strictly friendship, ya'll...so don't trip... =P .... hhhmm.. i have an exam coming up this week and then finals in two weeks...and then no more school for a month...i really don't know how i did this semester...but hopefully it's not so bad... hhhmm...okay... well i'm going to go now... still have to get some rest....so take care and God Bless... *mwah*

...tHe FaCts...

NAME: Mara-Carmeliz ("Mariz"=Marie`z)

NICKNAME: baYbee,Riz,CheeX, Mo, PRINCESS, & one of PSA's Angels!

CONTACTS: AsianAvenue.com (baybee-mahal & twinkletwins), AIM (bootymahal), ICQ (#86555848)

BDAY: June 9, 1981 (69, baYbeE!)

ZODIAC: Gemini (the most flirtatious sign!...haha!)

OCCUPATION: Full-time college student (2nd year), Sales Associate at "True Colors," MiZz DanCinG Queen

LOCATION: born in Pinas, raised in Jerz, living in Wisc, alwaiz in Chicago, but now DISAPPEARED...for a while to a far away place...those who know...ssshhh, please!

STATUS: Stayin' Strong !!

LIKES/LOVES: DANCING, DRINKING (this week 4/6 days! Bacardi Limon=good stuff!), shopping, surfin the web, talking on the phone, writing poetry, DANCING,& PIGS!!!

DISLIKES/PET PEEVES: Fake people, Slow people in the left lane, Big Egos, When you introduce urself to someone & 5 mins later, they forget how to pronounce ur name, Guys who act like they know what love is, but think w/ what's inbetween their legs, Cute boyz with holes in their socks, & Ish-Talkers

...Pieces of Me... (Fave Quotes)

~Love me without fear. Trust me without questioning. Need me without demanding. Want me without restrictions. Accept me without change. Desire me without inihibitions. For a love so free, will never fly away...

~One day you`ll want me as I wanted you. One day you`ll think of me as I thought of you. One day you`ll cry for me as I cried for you. One day you`ll love me, but I won`t love you...

~Love doesn`t have to have a happy ending, because love doesn`t have to end at all...

~The best dreams happen when you`re awake...

~A man realized he wanted his love back not wanting to be hurt again. The girl said, "no." The man cried out to God, "if it was meant to be, why did i lose her?" God replied, "you didn`t lose her, you let her go!"...

~Love at first sight can be cured with a second look...

~To the world you may be one person, but to one person you are the world...

~Never frown because you never know when someone else is falling in love with your smile...

~The most cruel thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn`t intend to catch her fall (and vice versa!)...

~Don`t love a person like a flower because a flower dies in season. Love them like a river because a river flows forever...

~Love me for my mind not my body. Play with my body not my mind...

...!!!NOVEMBER BDAYS!!!...

08 - AIMEE'S 18TH ("FINALLY, GIRL!) 12 - Jeretha in Chicago 13 - Michelle in Jerz (Waddup ELLE!!!) 18 - Melissa S. in Canada 25 - JP in California HAPPY BDAY GUYS & GALS!!!

...ThE shOutS...

GOD...I love you and thank you for letting me live each day..."Please grant me the SERENITY to accept the things that I cannot change, to CHANGE the things that i can, and to know the DIFFERENCE between the two"...

...The FaMiLy...

PAPA & MAMA...First of all, you brought me into this world and though there may be times when i`m sure you regret it or think twice about it, i just want you both to know that you`re the best parents in the whole universe....It`s pretty hard to be away from you guys, but God knows what`s best for me and maybe right now this is what I really need to do... Thank you for making me who I am today... Please don`t think that you guys are failures as parents juss because i make more stupid mistakes than most people... thank you for ur love, support, strength, faith, & forgiveness...I miss you...Mahal na mahal ko kayo (I love you guys)!

KUYA...thanx for watching out for me ...we had a pretty rough first half of 2000..but the summer changed it all...at least for a little bit (on my part)... remember i`m here for you, I got your back, jigga!...I`ll try not to make you cry anymore...HAHA...i love you, kuya...PEAZ MAN!!!...

KENNETH...Ate MISSES and LOVES so much...you`re growing into a very handsome gentleman...thank you for the tissues and the little hugs every time you saw me crying...and for protecting me or defending me...heheh... you`ve been doing that since you were 2...you be good and good luck in third grade...i love you and every little thing you do *mwah*...

...My BesTeSt FriEndS...

REA, TRACY, CHERMZ...Not only are we family/cousins, but we`re the bestest friends...

Ate, we go back to when we were so young, talking bout our future during our sleepovers at my house...though we`re both stubborn in our own ways...ILOVEYOU, `TE...

Trace, we too go back to when we were young... me, you, and Rea were the QUEENZ OF MISCHIEF... we went through every phase possible... ur more on the understanding side...and ILOVEYOU for that...

Chermz, even though we don`t keep in touch as much as we should...whenever we get together... we BUG OUT LIKE KRAYZEE... You`re my other hooch...we have to start getting trace and rea to dress like us...hehehe... ILOVEYOU, MARE!!!

AIMEE...You`re the closest thing i have to family here... and our bond just keeps getting tighter... you`re the only one that really sees what i go through bcuz you`re here... you`ve witnessed the hardest times of my life and you never stopped believing in me... you mean the world to me... you`re my twin...(Twinkle Twins)... ILOVEYOU, MAHALZ... and i will always be here for you through each and every phase...SHUGA & SPYCE!!!....

LOUELLA...Hey L`bOogS... It`s only been a year since i met you... and you have been there through one of the most major experiences in my life... you remained my friend no matter what was going on... you don`t understand how grateful i am that you walked into my life... you`ve been a role model, friend, and big sister through my first year of school... thank you for always being there... and you know i`m always here for you too...ILOVEYOU, `L...

Jeremiah & Ariel...Waddup waddup, PLAYBOYS?...I got thru my first year of school with you two always looking out for me... just like big brothers...Thanx for taking care of me all the nights I was sick... or just simply helping me out whenever i needed some "big brother help"...You guys mean a lot to me...and i got nothin but LOVE for you two...FASO represent!!!

CORY...You, too helped A LOT my first year... your genuine friendship and kindness means so much to me and i am so happy that we`ve made such a close bond... You are a GREAT person with a big heart and I appreciate you for always looking out for my best interest...you helped me through a lot and ur advice has helped a lot too...thanx for always coming to my rescue whenever i needed to be swept away...i got lotz of love for you too...this friendship is forever...

JCRU...Gosh...we go back to `97...and we`re all still representin`... though i have to rep all the way over here...it doesn`t matter because my heart is forever with Jerzee...It was nice to finally meet all of you... there`s a lot of catching up... but it`s all good... You guys are all family to me and i love each and everyone of you... "What can we do? We can`t help it!!!"...ONE LOVE... PEAZZ MANN!!!

Kuya Jeff, Kuya Jeffrey, Tracy, Kuya Ryan, Arlo, Rea, Robert, DJ, Lee-Ann, IB, Averee, Melissa, Jeremy, Jay, Chermaine, PJ, Bryce, Kuya Ron, TCKG & SO

DPL CREW...I may not know all of you... but you`re still my girls... Sally, girl...you`re da only one that keeps in touch...thanx for that...ILOVEYOU... Maine, girl... i still don`t know where you are... Vanessa... we gotta keep in touch more... Nestle, congrats on your baby!!!... Julie, I miss you girl...we never got to chill...and to the rest of the laydees... though we may not have met... much love always...

BEERWICH PROJECT... HeY TheRe...how are yah?... Gosh, guys...i don`t think i`ve had that much fun since who knows... I think it was fate that we all happened to get together at the time we did... Who would have thought...from Kali, Wisc, Chicago, Canada.... Anyways... It was like we had our own world and there was finally no more rules... we were all free to do whatever... even if it was to lay out in the park or walk around the streets at 5 or 6 in the morning...When are going to reunite...i mish you guys...

Nino, hey ate...wsup?... I mish you man!!!... It was kool that we got to hang out that much before you left... You were always the one that made all of us laff... you have no shame... and that`s what`s so true about you...iloveyou, man!!!

Kuya, you have your own message up there... so SUCK IT!!!...

TinTinCan, Where`s the HOOCH?!? I know we`ve had a pretty bad year, but look how it turned out... i`m really glad that you`ve become more outgoing and "happy"... You know i`m always here for you no matter what... so don`t ever hesitate... i love you, tin!!!

JP, hey there...hopefully u'll read this, so i don't have to write you a letter... but i intended on it anyways... so how are you? how's school and all?... I know things didn't end up that great the last time we talked... but i think about the times we had...not just "us" but all of us as a whole... and i really miss it and you... maybe it's just not right for us now since ur there and i'm here...i just wish you would have said something to me... but i'm gonna be mature about this... i miss you and the person you are...not just what we had... maybe you can go to grad school here in the midwest and we can pick up things where we left them (the good part!)... i hope ur doing good in school...and SURFING!!!... i miss yah, jippers!

MONCH, HeY there, how are yah?!?... I`m fine...how are yah?!?...hehehe... Monch, my dear cousin...you should have stayed longer, man!... We all wished that you could have bugged out with us a lot more... but hey at least during the time you did spend with us, it was pretty phatz, right?!?... You have to come back soon, cuz... we miss you... lots of love for you, "Kuya Monch"... (i`m supposed to call you kuya...eRr!)...PEAZZ MANN!!!...

RJ, HOW YOOOO DOIN?!...Wsup with the MIDDLE CONNECTION!!!...*smile*... you are so funny, man... thanx for all the laffs and stuff...i`m so glad that you guys came to visit... now this bond will never be forgotten!... you better keep in touch too, okie dokie?... you`re a great guy and that girl better recognize...*smile*... i miss and love you...PEAZZZ MANN!!!

AIMEE, you have your own message up there, so you can "suck it" too!!!

TIPS, i`m also so very glad that we`ve gotten so much closer this past month or so... now we juss better keep in touch so we can get updated with whatever goes on in our lives... thanx for trusting me with your secrets and thanx for letting me trust you too... LET`S TAKE SOME SHOTS!!!... i love you, girl and i`ll miss you... BEERWICH CREW 2000!!!

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MY NEWEST FRIENDS...MiA,MeL,ChRiSsiE, & RoLLY...hey guys... i haven't known you guys for long but i'm hoping that this is the start of some long lasting genuine friendships... You guys have already helped A LOT with me adapting to this new place..and i really appreciate it... thanx for always taking me in, picking me up, inviting me everywhere... thank you for welcoming me with open arms... love you guys!... PSA in the bahay!!!

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