To alla my friends..I luv u guys

~Somewhere between the procrastination and the homework, and the incessant forwards, and the friendships, and the yummy cafeteria food, and the calls to each other complaining about people and who you are in love with, somewhere between the phone calls to old friends and the "i miss you's: and the "i love you's" and the "what are we doing tonight's" and somewhere between all of the changing and growing, the breakouts and the bad hair days, somewhere between the classes, and the skipping classes, and the studying for tests, and the pretending to study for tests, and the downright not studying for tests. I forgot what high school is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry, I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy and that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart, I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future. I forgot that you can't control falling in love, and that you can't make yourself fall in love. I learned that I can love, I learned that it's okay to mess up and it's okay to ask for help and it's okay to feel like crap. I learned that it's OK to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day. I learned that sometimes the thing you want most you just can't have, I learned that the greatest thing about high school isn't the parties or the drinking or hook ups ... it's the friendships which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the thing we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about. I learned that letter from friends are the most important thing and that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends, both old and new are the most important people to me in the world and without them, I wouldn't be who I am today. So this is a thank you to all of my friends for always being there.~

~If i knew it would be the last time I'd see u fall asleep, I would tuck u in more tightly and pray the Lord for ur soul to be kept. If I knew it would be the last time I'd see u walk out the door, I would give you a hug and call you bak for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say *I care about you* instead of assuming you would know, I would. If I knew it would be the last time i would be there tp share you day....Well, I'm sure you'll have many more so I can just like this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for today and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say out *I luv you's* and certainly another chance to say out *Anything I can do's?* but just in case I might be wrong and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I care bout you and hope we never forget tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, and today may be your last chance to hold you loved one tight. So If you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tomorrow never cmes, you'll surely regret the day that you didnt take that extra minute for a smile, hug or kiss and you were too buse to grant someone what turned to be their last wish. So tell you loved ones that you care. Take time to say *I'm sorry* *Please forgive me* *It's ok* or *Thanks* and if tomorrow never comes.....you'll have no regrets about today..~

~You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next year, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. This is to all my friends, no matter how often we talk, or how close we are, you'll always be my friend.~


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