Wishing Upon A Star

July 20 – Nervously waiting

I’ve been waiting to hear from Dee, who had a doctor’s appointment this afternoon. She had to have a "CAT" scan on her liver last week, and is getting the results today. The fact that I haven’t heard from her yet has me in a panic. I don’t know what I’ll do if it’s bad news. She went through a bout of breast cancer last summer, and I’m just not prepared for this to be bad.

Neither is she.

I didn’t have a bad feeling about this before, but the longer it takes for me to hear from her, the more nervous I get.

Shit. I hate this type of thing.

I can’t even distract myself either. I usually have a better time getting my mind off of things, but I can’t do it today.

That’s all I can write until I hear something. I just want to puke right now.

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