Wishing Upon A Star

July 1---With Both Feet

First day of an online journal, but I might just as well leap in with both feet. I've been reading online journals for so long, particularly "The Mighty Kymm", that I might just as well start one myself and see where it leads.

I find it so hard to believe that I'm already starting summer school. I had a whopping one day off between the close of regular school and the start of summer school.

Yippee.

I'm really tired now, but that has a lot to do with the heat of recent days and the fact that I went out after rehearsal last night and didn't get to bed until after midnight. So now I'm ready for a nap.

Dee flipped out about the emceeing business last night, and I'm right behind her. I'm tired of being targeted for critiqueing ( I have no idea if that is even a word). I've been doing this for so many years, and it's the new ones who have no clue as to what is going on. But no, go after the veterans. These other two don't even GO to half the performances.

They keep it up and I take an extended leave of absence.

Of course where did they turn when the show chairperson bailed out? Dee and myself. And we're dumb enough (or concerned and committed enough...depends upon the spin you want to put on it) to agree to do it.

The good thing about summer school is that I am so busy I don't have time to dwell on my unhappiness.

The unhappiness stems from job dissatisfaction, personal dissatisfaction, and chaos in my environment - which is my own fault.

I've yet to do anything about straightening up the mess that I'm living in. Of course that is partly because I didn't want to spend my only day off cleaning. I just seem to be contributing more purchases or bags that need to be emptied to the piles of stuff that I've dropped as I come in the door. Part of the problem is that the computer is the first thing I see when I head in and I have to check that mail immediately...

This is a bad habit.

So now I have to decide if I'll work on cleaning up some of the piles here or take a nap.

Tough decision.

If you believe that I have a nifty plot of swamp land with your name on it!
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