i don't know why i'm being bothered by this, but i am. and i think it's pretty damn shitty of you.
i just got done talking to you on AIM...about random things including how u were going to stop using ICQ and AIM. fine. i understand the reasons for u deleting those applications...but i don't enjoy being...goodness, i don't even have a word for it. i'm just pissed! you can't send off vibes of not being "okay" and tell me that u don't want to share and then disappear because of me ignoring it. and who the hell are you to get pissed when i give you a stereotype when all you do is try to fit me into one? all u did was try to find me in a loophole so you could say, "ha! you're a stereotype!" well, fuck you!do you think i enjoy being pigeon-holed!?
i probably don't even make sense. i'm just angry. who gives you the right?? i've always thought of you as a friend, despite not being able to have "real conversations"...i've always thought our conversations were pretty damn real. it's not the nicest thing to have told that they're not. and u know what!? i have always defended our friendship to my friends who question it simply because it isn't "real." who the fuck decides what's real and what isn't!? isn't that my decision?? apparently, it's not. so, i will stop my ranting here. i'll go and do my work because i'm a good little student. i will forget or try very hard to forget that you...you could write me off the way you just did. i didn't think u would give up on things so easily, but hey, people these days surprise the hell out of me. goodbye.
-M.
