Site hosted by Angelfire.com: Build your free website today!

I Should've

"I should've" It wuz summertime. well actually more like tha summer of love. many people had bright and cheery faces. an abundance of people

had revealing clothing that showed much skin. at times people were taking off their shirts and a few had stripped down to their boxers. well, i

think it was juzt hot azz hell. i mean, standing out in tha sun was like taking a shower in sweat.~oh yah, back to tha story dat i wuz gonna

tell.~My friends and i were goin to tha gym. When we had passed by the church, one of my (girl)frendz said there was a person who came from

kali. She said the girl'z name was ... . i said "damm". for some reason i felt weerd and a thought clouded my mind. I was thinking of love at

first sight but that didn't seem right. then i thought, "that'z the first time i've heard bout her. first time i've heard the sound of her name.

" i theorized, "love at first sound". When i first saw her i knew she was the one for shur. i turned my head a little to tha side kinda

diagonally. i pondered deeply but quickly. she was like the girl i knew ever since i was seven years old and that was my next door

neighbor who i had a lil crush on but it wuz my first time seeing her. I met her in tha beginning of 8th grade. for a year i had at least

one class wid her. that gave me a chance ta knoe her a lil bit at a time. the beginning of 9th grade, she got hooked up wid one of my

frendz. at the same time, i got wid one of her frendz. sometimes the couples would juz kick back. we'd go to tha park or to my house.

even though i felt greatly bout my gurlfrend, once in a while me and ... would make a glance at each otha. i thought to myself

"..., yu may not know how i feel bout chu and yu probably won't give me a chance to get wid yu but i'll reserve a place in my heart juz for yu."

Months later, at tha day of her departure, many people went to see her off. although, many people went-sum did not. and i wuz one of dem.

the night before i kept saying to myself "go see her off tomorrow. it might be tha last chance to tell her how yu feel." but when tha day came,

i stayed home. (i did not tell n'e one how i felt bout her. juz me and onlee me.) i sat down near my windowlooking at tha blue sky for a plane to

fly by. when i saw one, i gently whispered "I will tell yu how i feel, i promise." when tha plane passed by and was no longer in sight,

i wuz alone and was regretful.