April 13, 2001
hurt by the one you love
whose touch was soft as a dove
reaches out with tangled fingers
feelings are slowly being strangled
look at the one you love
when you two were alone in a cove
nothing outside affecting you
surviving on your love was true
what's left to think and know
when you're shot down blow by blow
striving to reach your life's goal
left with nothing in your stocking but a lump of coal
did you know that lump of coal
was my heart which hardened and turn to stone?
years have passed, time has crawled
it's slowly grinding to a halt, slowing down like a ball
hurt, anger, pain, sadness
takes the place of sunshine and gladness
happy days are gone for good
what I could have done, I should.