Loving, Losing and Living-part 7
by Court
Author's note: Thanks to my friends J, Ang, and Tam. You guys are THE best :o)
Rating: PG-13
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Story Summary: Dawson and Joey, summer before college, face the biggest threat to their relationship yet.
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I Wanna Be There-
Blessid Union of Souls
I wanna be there when you're feelin' high
I wanna be there when you wanna die
I'm gonna light your fire I'm gonna feed your flame
I wanna be there when you go insane
I wanna be there when you're feelin' down
And I'll be there when your head is spinnin' round
I'm gonna be your lover gonna be your friend
I wanna be there 'til the end
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Dawson put his finger up to his mouth signaling for Joey to be quiet. They gingerly made their way over to his house and the worn ladder that lay against it.
She smiled and squeezed his hand with hers, giving him a teasing playful look. They crept through the bushes and reached the ladder. She watched the worried expression on his face and had to suppress a giggle. They had done this countless times but Dawson never failed to give himself an ulcer worrying about his parents waking up and catching them.
He motioned for her to ascend up the ladder and she smiled mischeavously at him. His eyes widened in recognition and he shook his head furiously.
"No, Jo..." he whispered, looking frantically up at his parent's darkened window.
Joey stepped off the ladder and approached him, giving him another coy look. He motioned up to the window with his hands.
"Jo! They'll wake up, and if they see you out here trying to mount me against their house, my fate is certain. I'll absolutely die!"
Joey's smile widened and she wrapped an arm around his waist, pressing him into her and back up against the Leery's house. She knew how horrified they'd both be if they were to get caught but they did it for the excitement. The thrill of getting caught aroused them both tremendously.
"Joey, please if you care for me at all, you won't do this..." he trailed off as Joey grinded her hips against his.
"Oh God...Jo....just wait till we get upstairs..."
Dawson's mind went blank as she leaned in and started to kiss his neck. She smoothed the hair back from his face, looking into his lustful eyes.
"Dawson..." she whispered, bringing his lips to hers for an explosive kiss. She kissed him gently but aggressively, needing to feel his kisses overwhelm her. She wanted to get lost in Dawson's arms and never let go.
"Joey...what if someone sees us?" he worried again, trailing his hands down the front of her beach shirt, feeling her.
She moaned and kissed him harder. "I knew you couldn't resist me," she smiled.
He slapped her lightly on the butt for that comment. She gasped and then pulled him back toward the ladder, straightening her clothes.
"Geez, Dawson, kinky much? Wait till we get up to your room!" she teased, glaring at him incredulously.
Dawson smirked. They always played this game when they were sneaking around late at night. She would tease him until he gave in and then she'd chatise him for trying to ravish her against his house. The best part of the game was that when they got up to his room they'd come together as one once again.
Joey started to climb the ladder, giving Dawson and exclusive view of her tight derierre. He giddily climbed the ladder, not caring anymore about giving the neighbors a peep show or waking his parents. All he cared about was being with Joey.
Once inside the room he moved to her for a kiss. He carefully held her face in his hands while kissing her tenderly. Joey sighed and ran her fingers through his messy wet hair, kissing him back passionately with all the life and love she possessed.
He slowly slid his hands down her sides, groping the small t-shirt over her bikini. She pressed her body against his, moving her lips to kiss his earlobe.
"Let's make love, Dawson," she whispered, kissing down his neck. "I just want to forget about all my angst and fear and be with my perfect person."
Dawson gently brought his hands up to touch her face, examining her eyes for reassurance. "Jo, you're going through a lot. Are you sure you want to tonight?"
She gazed into his eyes, feeling all her love for him fill her heart and pump through her veins.
"I love you, Dawson," she whispered. "Let me show you how much, please."
He nodded his head this time after he found the reassurance he was looking for in her eyes and words.
Things began to progress pretty quickly from there and Joey pulled back from the bed to stand before him. He watched her, captivated by her every movement.
Joey lifted her t-shirt over her head and dropped it to the ground. He watched her without a word and they locked gazes.
She unzipped her shorts and slid them over her warm thighs and slender legs into the large growing pile of clothes. She shook out her wet hair, running her fingers through the chesnut tangles.
Then she reached behind her back for the bikini strings. She quickly untied them and let her top fall to the ground. Dawson's breath caught in his throat as she stepped out of the last shred of clothes and kicked her bikini bottoms to the floor.
"Joey...you are so beautiful," Dawson sighed. She stood bare before him, letting him admire her soft supple skin.
"Make love to me," was all she said. He quickly rose from the bed and wrapped his arms around her naked torso from behind, kissing her shoulders.
She arched her back and wrapped her hands around his, intertwining them at her waist. He kissed up her neck and nuzzled his face in her damp locks.
"Dawson," she breathed.
He turned her around and kissed her lips gently, sliding his tongue in to taste her sweetness.
"Joey, I love you," he whispered after they broke the kiss. Scooping her up in his arms, he brought them over to the bed and kissed her all over, wanting to bring her more pleasure than was humanly possible.
She snuggled up in his arms and kissed his lips, parting them for the entrance of her tongue. Joey ran her hand down his body and removed his swim trunks, inching closer to his body. He looked into her eyes and they kissed again.
Soon after, Dawson and Joey joined together with passionate kisses, gentle movements, breathy moans, and loving hearts as they made love. He was especially gentle with her, touching her slowly and carefully so not to frighten her.
After it was over Joey collapsed next to him feeling dreamy and more loved and connected to him than ever. He wrapped one arm protectively around her waist while the other smoothed back the hair tumbling onto her face.
"You okay?" he whispered, concern lining his words.
She smiled, "Better than okay. Thank you."
He grinned at her happily. "It was my pleasure, believe me."
She giggled a little and it was music to his ears. She had been so distant and sad lately, and he felt helpless against it...against the problem.
"Dawson?"
"Yeah, Jo?" he answered, hearing her voice break as she said his name.
"Will you take me to the doctor tomorrow?" Joey bit her lip, and fought back the tears and pain threatening to consume her.
He closed his eyes and nestled his head into the crook of her shoulder.
"You know I will. Thank you for asking me, Joey. I don't want to smother you, but I want to help and be here for you the best way I can. Anything you need, don't hesitate to ask me. Okay baby?"
She managed a small smile and snuggled back against him. "I love you."
"I love you, too."
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I'm gonna be there in the mornin'
I'm gonna be there in the night
I'm gonna be your lover gonna be your friend
Gonna be there 'til the end yeah
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