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| @11:27pm Sunday August 24 -03 |
I never thought that a love that I really hope that would last would just vanish just like that... really... I loved her with all my heart. She's someone who can make me really out of my mind.. someone who can make me do things that I never thought I would do for... someone I really love. But I realize that her character and mine is really too different... someone who I really love...with a character that is so different form mine. I really doubt that we could last or not. Sigh. Without her.. the whole day I felt empty.. real empty.. no matter how much I try to make myself busy... make myself occupied...I just cant seem to get her off my mind. she's really dominating my mind...and I am scared. scared that I could not let go of this 2weeks long relationship. 3rd of august 2003.. a date I'll never forget. I know I am still living in the past.. hoping that there will be a change.. which is impossible.. even if there would.. we would quarrel again.. and fall off... I know... I'm crying. I'm trying to stop my tears. but it just seem to be flowing out like a river long. I'll never forget her. never.
- Zeph -
| @10:38am Sunday August 31 -03 |
Disastrous. Its the only word I could say, I could use. My entire life had changed the from yesterday night. I'm not the same Daniel as before...I've changed to someone... who is more violent... more bad tempered... and the only person who could change me... would never be able to help me ever again. I've thought through, Its impossible between me and her. But because of the things she had done, things that really made me feel that she really did that for me... I had to say, she really made me love her so much. more than anyone else before. who can really understand the feeling of being hurt... being lost... caused by the person you love most... and feeling loved, feeling the warmth of love caused by the person you love most too, by the same thing she did...I'm having multiple personality I guess... I hate this world, This reality, This and there... EVERYTHING... !
If One Day, You Were to know that someone you love, doing something so silly... so innocently... and so childish... that hurts you down to the depths of your heart , and the reason behind why she did that was for you... what would you do. Teach me. Educate me.sigh.
Thanks Giving
I have a lot of people to thank for so far in my life. I'll list down the people below. All I wanna
say is " Guys , you've been a part of my life. I am who I am just because of what you did and what
you've said, thank you "
- Special people in my life - The people who meant most to me.
Geraldine Neo Jing Ying - You're too special that made me really love you more than anyone else, but because of you being that special, can never be with you again...which is really a torture to me. Lastly, I will still love you forever.
Chaiw Tzee Aka George - You'll be the best friend I ever get to know. Thanks.
Choon Yeow Aka Jason - You've been a great friend. You are there when I am down for moral
support Although you are not good at consoling, but I know you are
supporting me. Thanks.
Wee Kiat Aka Dennis - Good friends we are, you can be a soul friend. You played your part
as a friend well. I am so thankful to have you. Thanks.
Ngiap Soon Aka Nelson - Ngiap , You have been a great friends for the past 6 years since pri
5 . Thanks.
Zixin Aka Angeline - You have been supportive as a nice soul mate for 10years since pri 1 .
Thank you for the support you gave me when I was down. Thanks.
Eng fong Aka Evelyn - Evelyn, Thanks to be with me when i was down and lost. I Appreciate
You right from the depths of my heart.
Jiu Chuan - Jiu, You have just been great and supportive. I really enjoy your existance. Thanks.
Yann Lin - You have been a nice friend, you have showed your support well and I well
rememberered it. Thanks.
Jun Ming Aka Brian - Brian, You are just plain great. You are a nice nice nice friend. hahx. Keep it
Up. Thanks.
Vanessa - Van, guess what? you are one of the special pplz in the category. Just wanna say, Thanks.
You have been quite a part of my live.
Mr. Naufal bin hadi - Mr. Naufal, You have been a great teacher. Thanks. I really appreciate you a lot.
Huiying Aka Cheryl - Jie, You have been so nice. Hmm, I am so thankful to have you. Thanks.
- Guardians of my life - The people who are my friends.
Jessica Oh Qiao Hui - Qiaohui, hmm thanks for being with me and giving me a nice memory... when we were together. thanks.
Cheh Yong Aka Vincent - Cheh , Nice friend you are. You have been a great Guardian in my
life. Thanks.
Jek Hao - Jek , You have been a great friends I Appreciate you.
Li Ting Aka Michelle - You have been a good listenter when I'm down. Thanks.
Huiling Aka Lynn - Huiling , I still remember that time you helping me with the Queenie Stuff.
Haha. Anyway just wanna say "Thanks".
Ming Xue Aka Clarence - Ming, you have been a nice friend. Just be a little serious and you are
Doing fine. Thanks.
Jian Jing Aka Alvin - You have been a nice friend. Thank you.
Wai Yun Aka Angeline - Angeline, You have been a great friend. Hmm although I don't know you
Really very well.. But just wanna say "thanks".
Vin jian Aka Benjamin - Thanks.
Fuei Fong Aka Twinkle - Thank You mei.
Guo Han Aka Ernest - Thanks.
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-Daniel-
