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Chapter Four

The Hanson family had become noticably different from when Isaac left.Taylor felt like he was always alone Zac was always crying or dragging his tired body around the house Jessie seemed a bit older than she really was maybe feeling as if she was taking someone's spot Mackie and Avie didn't have anyone to bug anymore so they spent more time apart and little Zoe just wandered the house Calling Isaac's name her little sweet voice called throughout the house,"Ikey, Ikey where is Ikey."The little being just didn't understand that Isaac was gone.

"Hey mom."Taylor walked into their bedroom and saw Diana sitting on Isaac's bed playing with his old guitar strap.

"Yeah baby what do u need?"Diana looked up from what she was playing with to see Taylor. He looked older much older than what she remebered it felt like yesterday when they were in Trinidad and Taylor and Isaac were running around with plastic swords poking eachother in the butt, she couldn't help but laugh.

"How did you finally calm Zac down?"Tay asked sitting on his bed across the room.

"Well I told him that Isaac did still love him but he made a big mistake.He seemed to take it well."Diana paused looking at the clock."Come on help your old mom up.It's all those babies I had!"Diana joked

"Well see if you wouldn't have had all of those babies then you wouldn't have had wonderful me!"You could almost see Tay's head swell as he thought about that statement.

"Yeah dream on lover boy!"Zac quickly popped his head in the door."We leaving?"Zac's mood had really changed since this morning

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As Isaac drove along the rainy,wet streets he began thinking for the first time after he had gotten Deanna pregnant. He began thinking,"Am I ready for this?" Isaac didn't know the answer so he just turned on his radio as loud as it would go. MMMBop was playing on his favorite station. Ugh! thought Isaac. It was just too painful to listen to that again. It was just too soon.

When Isaac reached the hospital,he thought,"what am I doing here? Why did i get Deanna pregnant?" Not knowing the answers he quickly tried to shut those questions out of his mind.

Deanna was sweating when he arrived.

Chapter Five