“Shh.” He whispered pulling me into his room and shutting the door behind me. Grabbing my hand he pulled me towards the bed and pulled me closer to him. “I liked the kiss.”
I just smiled and ran my fingers across his cheek, I pulled his face further towards mine, guiding his lips to mine. “Kiss me again.” Just as our lips connected the third time that night, passion exploded between us.
Remember when
We never needed each other
The best of friends
Like sister and brother
We understood
We’d never be
Alone
Those days are gone
Now I want you so much
The night is long
And I need your touch
Don’t know what to say
Never meant to feel this way
Don’t wanna be alone tonight
Pulling his wife-beater over his head, my lips caressed his neck then his collarbone while his hands ran up and down my backside and under my shirt.
“Do you want to do this?” He murmured pulling my shirt from my body. I just nodded and stifled a moan as his hands groped my bra-covered breast. Quickly I undid his pants and pushed them off his waist as he did the same to me. “God, you’re so beautiful.” He smiled as his eyes cascaded down my nearly naked form. Pulling me against him, Brian massaged my lower back while he started taking off my panties.
What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do
How did I fall in love with you
I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child
That I resemble
I cannot pretend
That we can still be friends
Don’t wanna be alone tonight
As soon as we were both down to our flesh, I all of a sudden felt nervous and shy, did I really want to do it? I did. Running our hands up and down each other’s bodies, we caressed and became acquainted with each other. I kissed along his scar that laid against his soft chest, and he ran his hands along my sides and against my hips.
“Oh Brian…” I moaned when I felt him stiffen against my thigh. Slowly we moved under the covers and continued to explore each other.
“You ready?” He whispered against my ear as he laid his chest against mine. I nodded and bit my lip as he reached between us and guided himself into my wanting area. Arching my back as he began to thrust into me, I felt whole and I felt good. This was perfect.
What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do
How did I fall in love with you
I wanna say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know
I don’t wanna live this lie
I don’t wanna say goodbye
With you I wanna spend the rest of my life
Moving against his body, I moaned as he kissed up my chest and ran his fingers through my hair. I was in heaven. “Mmm…” Brian groaned thrusting into me while I rested my legs around his waist.
“Harder…harder.” I growled the perspiration from his body causing him to glisten. “Ohh…” My climax was close to hitting me I felt it coming.
“Baby…” He rasped placing his arms under my shoulders and pulling my body closer to his as he reached his peak.
“Uhh…Brian!” I screamed arching my back while the tightening pleasure rushed through all of my limbs and lower abdomen. Collapsing against my chest, I felt Brian’s heart beat against mine.
“I love you.” I heard him whisper as I watched our fingers lace together.
“I love you too.” I smiled widely kissing his forehead before I fell asleep in a sweaty tangle with my best friend.
What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard, so fast this time
Everything’s changed, we never knew
How did I fall in love with you
-The next morning-
Stretching my tired body, yawned and turned to my side hoping to see Brian’s smiling face. But I wasn’t, I was met with the pillow that he laid on and an empty spot on the bed. “Brian.” I whispered sitting up and wrapping the sheet around my naked body. Standing up I looked over at the balcony window and noticed that it was open. Stepping closer to it, I looked out and seen him standing out there watching the traffic drive by on the busy streets of LA. “Brian?”
Turning around, I noticed a face of regret on his features. “Theresa…” He trailed off looking down at his hands, the hands that caressed my body the night before, he sighed and I knew what was coming next. I started to cry. “Last night shouldn’t of never happen. You were just sad from you and Nick’s fight, and I led you into my bed cause I was lonely.”
“Brian.” I sobbed looking at him, he looked so sad like he really meant what he had said. “Don’t say that…”
“Theresa, you don’t love me. And I…I…I don’t love you. Not like that.” As soon as he said that I felt my heart break beneath my chest.
“Then, then why…”
“I was into the moment, I just said it.” Sucking my breath between my teeth, I dried up my tears and stormed back into the room. Quickly pulling on my clothes, I looked back at Brian, he wasn’t even coming after me.
“Fuck you Brian, why the hell were you even my best friend!” I yelled leaving his room and his life. I had to leave, my life was just so fucked up. Entering my hotel room that I had shared with Nick, I seen his form still asleep cuddling my pillow and I felt guilt. I loved both of them, but Brian was strong in my heart. Feeling my tears fall down my flushed cheeks, I packed my stuff and left quietly. I was no longer going to be a Backstreet girlfriend, I wanted to be free, free from pain and confusion. Cause the man that I truly loved didn’t love me back.
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