~A Night To Remember~
A Night To Remember
by Meg Jones
The road wasn't easy. The rain had made the back road muddy, and the wind
smacked my vehicle back and forth across the road. But to me it was all
exciting. With one eye to the sky and one ear to the radio I drove on, to the
blackest center of the storm, which was about five miles south west of our
house. "The National Weather Center has issued a sever thunderstorm
warning..." They were way behind. Always behind. There was definite,
unmistakable action in these black and rolling clouds. Everywhere there was
rotation, some quick and steady, some dissipating, some forming cones.
My first chance and spotting one was to the East, a rugged little funnel,
rapidly making it's way towards the ground over a grassy, deserted field that
stretched beyond eye's view. On the edge of the field was the road, and on
the other side of that, forestry. Pulling the truck to the side of the road,
I stepped out into the cold, stinging rain, feeling the wind bite at my bare
hands, the rain splash up and into my face. I was on the wrong side. I
couldn't get a view of shit from here.
Realizing this as I got back in the truck, I looked out the right window
and watched the funnel descend, lick the ground, ascend, and then descend
again. Suddenly and idea came to me. All I had to do was travel west to get a
good view. But this road continued going north, so I would for sure lose the
tornado. So...
Jumping back in the truck and tossing the camera in the seat I shifted
and gunned the engine, whipping the truck to the right and heard the dirt and
grass under my tires as I floored it across the field, windshield wipers
darting back and forth but not helping any, the wind picked up and throwing
it's might at me, as it tried to stop me from crossing the field. My mind was
blank. If I thought about what I was doing, I was freeze and stop right in
the path of the tornado.
So I continued across the field, thrashing about because there were no
safety restraints on me, praying that the tornado not pick up speed. But it
did. And it didn't bother me. For it shifted from east to north, and was
moving away from me. After a few minutes I was out of the rain, just as if
I'd stepped into another world, and I could see, see the tornado and the
midnight blue coat of rain behind it that'd I'd just drove out of.
Feeling proud I stepped out and walked around my truck, opened the door
and took my camera out. For a second or two I fumbled impatiently, trying to
get the thing to turn on. Finally the red button flashed and I stepped back a
step or two and began my introduction to the tape, filming my chase vehicle,
the one that had ever so proudly got me across the field, and then I turned
around to film one of nature's beauties.
I nearly dropped the camera as I realized something. The tornado was no
longer heading North. The bastard had switched. It was now heading right for
me, barreling along at about eighty miles an hour, seemingly grinning as if
to say 'Ha ha I caught you, and you thought you had out smarted me'. Trying
not to panic but doing so anyway, I spun around, flew to my door, jerked it
open, threw my camera to the side, and looked up just in time to see a tree
limb go sailing by my windshield.
The tornado was less than a mile away, the black clouds swirling above,
the rain tossing about, the now considerably sized tornado heading for what
could have been a toy truck in the middle of no where.
And then something even more terrible happened. My engine died and
refused to start. Frantically I turned the key and stomped the gas pedal,
only to hear it rev and then die. To my right I could see my end, coming
closer and closer every second. One last time I jerked the key forward,
slammed my foot on the gas pedal, heard the engine roar to life and then
gunned it back across the field, this time with only fear and a promise to my
husband in my mind.
This was not so fun. Every foot I came closer to the road, the tornado
cut the distance between me and it into thirds. There was no way I could make
it. Where would I go? What if I ran out of gas? Time was closing in on me and
I raced a long, seeing the forest in the distance, watching the beast in my
side mirrors, watched as the once scrawny thing, multiply into something
large and undefeatable.
The road was close now, about a hundred yards away. Hope began to rise.
And then my tires hit the mud of the road and relief flooded through me, but
not for long. I wasn't out of the woods yet. Oh no, for as I began to head
north, the thing switched paths again, and began to follow me. I couldn't
believe it, yet I wasn't shocked. Traveling the road wasn't as easy as I
thought it would be. There were holes and mud everywhere, making it difficult
to steer. Twice I sent the truck into a 360, and then making a rut as I spun
off again. There was a town, a small town, two miles from here. If I could
only make it...
The air conditioner froze my wet cloths to my skin, froze my hands and
made my teeth chatter. I was wearing down, as if the storm were taking in my
energy. I felt myself weaken, my hands slide down, my eyes grow heavy, my
mind drift. My foot loosened on the accelerator. And then Daniel's face came
back to me. That poor, pitiful little face, filled with hurt that his wife
was abandoning at a time like this.
Again I pushed the accelerator down to the floor, and felt the truck
beneath me spin and skip on the mud below. Releasing a little of the pressure
I considered my position. Now one mile from town, I had a chance.
And then everything in the world seemed to stop. The barreling beast
behind me seemed to quiet. But not really. A ditch in the road. I jerked the
steering wheel to the left but it was to late. My back tires slid down side
ways and sunk into the sticky, knee deep mud. I now faced the monstrous beast
ahead of me.
Sneering uncontrollably it raced at me, growing with all it's debris,
black and thick, against my tiny and helpless truck. I tried four wheel drive
but it was no use. I was stuck for good. And the tornado would not stop until
I was dead.
And so I sat in my truck, hands gripped to the steering wheel, watching
it come at me, thinking of my loved ones, thinking of my promise to Daniel
and how I'd lied to him. Thinking about how much I loved him, and how much I
loved Lindsay and Darren. How could I let them down by just giving up?
And then something clicked. If I was going to die, I wasn't going down
without a fight. The stupefied mode left and I opened my door, jumped out of
my truck and scrambled up the muddy ditch, cutting my hands on the rocks and
banging my knees up. Once on my feet I darted to the right and ran for the
woods, ran as fast as my lead legs would carry me, ran until my legs went
limp and my heart and chest burned, ran until my vision was blurred by the
wind and debris swirling around me.
And I fell. Fell down on the ground, hooked my arms around a tree, and
prayed to the higher powers if they existed. The leaves around me swirled,
the rain washed over me, drenched me, left me cold and shivering. My head was
buried between my arms, my legs sprawled out, my mind numb as I felt the
winds pick my up by my feet and lift my up, trying to pull me into the black
sky. There was a scrape of metal as my truck was devoured, felt the limbs and
dirt drove into my skin as I was whipped up and down like a rag doll,
helpless to this devil of a thing.
A branch hit my shoulder, making me release my grip on the tree in pain.
The winds were quick to get me and soon I was airborne, flying through the
blackness of the storm, not knowing how or where I was going to die. Suddenly
I felt myself fall, fall rapidly, and I hid the ground with a skidding thump,
felt my other shoulder jam, my head jerk, and then all lay still and all went
black.
When I awoke, the first thing I noticed was the smell of the air, the smell
of wet dirt, and more strongly, the smell of pine. The scent invaded my
nostrils, choked me, made me gag and gasp for air. I hated the smell. But I
was alive. Was this real?
The pain in my shoulders and ribs told me so. Yes, I was alive, but for
how long? I tried to move, but pain kept me still. Every part of my body
hurt, my coat was soaked and heavy, my cloths stuck to my skin. There was no
blood, but I didn't know about internal bleeding. But I was alive. I had made
it after all.
This time I gritted my teeth and using my arms, pushed myself up, feeling
the pain everywhere intensify, feeling my shoulders were definitely out of
place, and a couple of ribs were broken. But town was less than a mile away.
I would walk.
I thought of my truck and looked around in the near darkness. No where
was it to be seen. And then I remembered, the tornado. All was silent, not
even the rustle of the trees. And it had picked up my truck and carried it
away. That didn't matter, I had to get to town, had to find someone to take
me back to Daniel. I had to see if they were okay.
Slowly I began limping straight ahead. I had no idea where the tornado
had thrown me, but surely it hadn't been far. I was looking for the road. If
I found the road I'd be all right. How much time had passed, I wasn't sure.
Maybe a few minutes, maybe a few hours.
It had stopped drizzling now, but the mist still clung to my face, stayed
lightly on my mud clotted hair. The soft crunch of my feet on the leaves, the
hiss of the remaining rain on the trees, that was all I could hear. And the
thumping of my own heart. Surprisingly enough, I wasn't scared. Maybe it was
the remaining shock, maybe I was braver than I ever thought. Or maybe it was
the thoughts of Darren and Daniel and Lindsay, that occupied my mind so, so
that nothing else mattered.
And then I was out of the woods. My heavy and soaked boots sunk into
something soft, mud. I found the road. Surprisingly, there was a moon
tonight. Not a cloud in the sky, but the same old normal sky, the one I knew,
the one with countless twinkling innocent stars, the ones I had admired for
so long.
Yet tonight I hated the sky. Why was it to look like this? Like nothing
had ever happened? Why was it so innocent now? I staggered along bitterly, on
the muddy path, taking one painful step after another, hunched over with my
right arm tucked into my stomach, and the other hanging loosely at my side.
Ahead there was nothing but darkness, and field to the right, and trees to
the left.
Somewhere off in the distance a wolf howled, an owl screeched. But I
didn't hear anything. All I heard was the soft rustling of the trees, I was
alone yet I was surrounded, I was alive yet I was dead. I was in pain but I
was numb. Blindly I fell to the side of the road, felt myself collapse,
rolled over, and closed my eyes. I was comfortable here. I waited.
I opened my eyes and I was in my own room. The sun was shining full and
bright, everything was a soft cream color, all pain was gone as I got up out
of bed and walked around, a bright, sunny smile on my face.
Lindsay entered the room and looked at me. I tried to give her a friendly
hi, but I found that I could not speak. She sat on my bed and smiled, folding
her hands in her lap, eyes always on me. She was happy.
And yet there was something wrong. I could not move. I could not hug her.
I could not talk. In my mind I was frantic, but physically nothing changed.
Inside me was like a caged animal, screaming, clawing, trying desperately to
get out. And Lindsay never changed.
My eyes snapped open, everything was blank. I was not in my room, I was
still lying helplessly along the side of the road. I was not warm, I was
shivering. But one thing remained the same. The caged animal inside of me was
still there.
Hours had passed, the full moon was directly above me now. Nothing made
sense. What day was it anyway? Suddenly there was a bright light in my eyes.
A bright, warm light that made me relax and let go. Was I dying? I imagined
and tried to prepare for afterlife.
But minutes passed and nothing happened. "Miss are you okay?" Someone was
asking me. Who the hell was it? The light was still there. "Damn it, turn off
them headlights! You'll blind us all!"
And then the soft, warm light was gone, but I was not left alone. "Miss?"
Came a husky voice with a soft Midwestern accent. To tired to answer, I
grunted and tried to move, but my body was like lead. "Hey man, get over
here, she's alive!" I tried looking around, but pain kept me still.
"Miss what's your name?" A different voice asked. Again I grunted. "Oh
shut up and load her into the back seat of the truck." A third voice
commanded. "And what if she's hurt?" "And what if we leave her here?" There
was no reply, only a rustling sound and then hands underneath me, as I felt
my body being lifted, felt my ribs grind together, my shoulders shift and pop.
Slowly I opened my mouth and moaned. I wanted to tell them to put me down
and leave me here, but I could say nothing. Carefully I was eased into a warm
area, onto a soft seat. The warmth enveloped me, tended my wet cloths, warmed
my bones, cast me into a deep sleep in which I enjoyed more than anything I
ever had.
I awoke to complete kayos. Lying on a stretcher, in a pitched tent, among
hundreds of other people, some hurt and on stretchers the same as I, some
wandering around sipping coffee and tea, and some just plain sitting and
staring, the shock never quite letting them go. Not one face was familiar.
Not one voice sounded comforting.
I could pick up bits and pieces of conversation all around me, things
horrible like, "Casey family all dead...whole town in complete
ruins...vehicles everywhere...Blainsville hit the worst..." My heart skipped
and plunged. Blainsville. Daniel. Lindsay. Darren. Home. Gone. For a moment
everything vanished. The noise was silenced, time was frozen, as my mouth
went dry and my stomach heaved uncontrollably.
I left them, and they could be gone. My dogs, my house, my husband, my
best friend. How were they? I had to find out. But how? With broken ribs and
out of place shoulders it was near impossible. Or not.
In their hurry, they, whoever they was, had left me unstrapped to my
stretcher. Quickly I sat up, feeling a surge of sickness as the grinding
feeling in my ribs returned, as pain shot through my entire chest, as my back
contorted with shoulder pain.
But none of it mattered. What mattered was getting to Lindsay. And
Darren. And Daniel. Hopping off the stretcher I tossed the cotton blanket
aside, then thought the better and picked it up and handed it to an elderly
couple sitting adjacent to me, who welcomed the warmth and thanked me whole
heartedly.
This place was a complete zoo. Making it to the edge of the tent was
difficult, but I made it. Where was I anyway? A young woman walked by me, in
a hurry to get somewhere. Quickly I tapped her on the shoulder. "Miss, what
town is this exactly?" I asked. She gave me a dirty look and snorted.
"Bloomfield." She spat and stomped off, acting like she was the important one
of the bunch. Bloomfield. Twenty miles from home. Exactly how far had this
monster gone?
I'd have to find a ride. And find one quick. The roads were busy with
people, fire trucks, ambulances, police cars and vehicles as people came in
and out of town. There was a truck exiting the parking lot, in which the tent
was set up.
I ran to his window. "Excuse me sir, where are you going?" He gave me a
disgusted look and then shot back, "Don't tell me what to do missy, I think I
know what I'm doin'!" I hadn't meant for it to come out that way, but people
can be so cold. He sped off, leaving tire marks on the pavement, and almost
ran over two pedestrians. "You sure know what to do in an emergency." I
mumbled after him.
Feeling helpless I trudged off, head down, shoulders forward, knees bent.
"Scuse me lassy, you be goin' somewhere?" I turned in the direction of the
voice. "Huh?" I asked, not seeing anyone. "Over 'ere! I heard you talkin' to
that guy, and I was wonderin' if maybe I could be of some service to ya."
There was a middle aged man, sitting in an old Ford pick up truck, waving at
me, smiling to reveal a missing front tooth.
This man was strange to me, yet I felt I could deal with it. "Sure! I'm
going to Blainsville, if it's not to much trouble." The man grinned. "Just
headin' there meself. Hop in young lass. I'll getcha there lickety split no
doubt about that." Without another word I carefully pulled myself up into his
truck, shut the door carefully and sat rigid as possible, trying to ignore
the grinding in my stomach.
The man looked at me with concern. "You okay there lass? You look like
yous in a lotta pain..." I raised my hand to wave it off and did my best to
smile. "Just tired." I muttered. He shrugged and shifted the stick, and we
slowly began to inch forward through the crowd. On every side there was
people, children with longing eyes as they stared at us through the windows.
I closed my eyes and tried to concentrate on something else.
The man asked where I lived. I muttered my address and quick instructions
on how to get there. We were out of the crowd now, the truck shifted as he
turned onto the main highway and began to drive off into the darkness.
"So, you gots a fella to get home to?" With any other person, in any
other situation, I probably would have snorted a 'None of your business' but
I couldn't be terrible to this kind man who had willingly picked up a strange
woman to do her a favor in which she could never return. So, I nodded. He
smiled understandingly.
"I had a wife once, but she be gone, gone, gone, didn't like me much so
wents to the lawyer and gots her some papers and we ain't married no more."
"Oh, that's to bad, I'm sorry." I tried to put as much feeling into the words
and I could, but I was so exhausted, and his truck was so warm. He nodded.
"You just lie back an' rest an' we'll be there in no time."
Groggily I nodded and shifted a little, but was still very uncomfortable.
The feeling of sickness was dwelling, as my stomach rolled and twisted, with
lack of food and water.
The drive home was quicker than I'd expected. Maybe because I was in a
dreamy daze on the way there. In fact, it took the guy a couple of shakes to
get me to open my eyes and start responding. "Miss, is this yer house?"
Feeling sore I slumped forward in my seat and peered out the dusty window.
Naturally my ribs poked and grinded, and the sickness was all over me
again. But this time the sickness did not come from the feeling of my ribs,
It came from the notion that this was my home, or what was left of it. The
site laid before me was almost unrecognizable.
The front porch was completely gone, with only a few pieces of wood left
behind as proof that it has actually once existed. That porch. The one Daniel
and I had sat on only hours before. The shutters that were once beautifully
painted, now lay shabby and lifeless on their hinges, revealing broken
windows and long strips of chipped paint. The roof was gone and lay in pieces
all around the house. Personal items such as clothing and bed sheets lay
about, the bed I had slept in that morning had been picked up and carried
across the yard, and laid near the woods to my right.
My dogs. My husband. Where were they? I made no move to get out of the
truck, only stared through that damned windshield, stared at the horror
before me, barely taking notice that the clouds overhead once again rolled
tormentingly with cracks of lightning darting around the sky.
"I don' believe you gots to worry, see that red x up 'ere? That means
that the police already been by and gots the survivors." My heart sparked
with faith. Maybe they all weren't dead after all! I opened my mouth to speak
but once again he knew what was on my mind.
"Only 'bouts three miles to the shelter. We'll find 'em there." Again I
sat back in my seat, closed my eyes, and tried not to think of our beautiful
home which now lay in ruins. The man carefully backed his truck out of our
driveway, avoiding the broken mirrors and glass and furniture than lay about.
"I never did ask you what your name was." I spoke quietly, feeling as if
I would throw up if I spoke louder. "Just call me Joe." He said and grinned.
Somehow his smile was comforting in all that had happened, and once again I
passed into a groggy stage on the short trip to the shelter.
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