Why?
Why, why? Why do you want to know why? Why things happen? Why are you reading this? Why date? When all we want is sex! Why is the heading why? Why do I use this web-site as a way to communicate with others on my level? Why do we forget who are real friends are? Because true friends are hard to find, but false friends are all ways around! Why do we have to listen to others who don't know what theyre talking about? Why do things end the way they do? Why does it have to be this way? Can we change it? "Things can be changed, maybe not in whole but in pieces" Why am I too stupid to change what I did? Why did I do it? Why does she have to feel the way she does? Why don't I know the way she feels? Why do we feel pain? Why is it called pain? Why is there a reason for everything? I, myself just doesn't know why? Why? Why? Why? Why did I give myself the name 'Gigolo'? When all I want is the exact same thing everyone else want's, LOVE! Why do they call it 'one night stand'? When they both have sex, why isn't called 'two night stand'? Why are U my friend? Why do I/U hang around? Why can't I finish my mission? When it's easy as can be? Why do old memories get brought up in modern conversations? Why do memories exist? Why can't I forget? "Burying memories is man's way of surviving!" Why can't I return back to nothingness? "It's not a return back to nothingness, it's really a return back to the state of the beginning!" Why do I have to return? "Everything returns in some kind or form of shape? EVERYTHING RETURNS!! No matter how or why, it does? Why am I running from her? When all she wants is to just talk? Why does she want to 'just talk'? When really she just wants to rip me apart for what I said! Why did I say the things I said? Why did I dishonest my friend? Next time it will be different! Why does there have to be a next time? I don't like the state of mind that I'm in right now, and so I don't want to go through that pain again, or do I? Why is there a reason for life? "Live and then die!" Why am I writing this? When I should be fixing my friendship with No.7! Why No.7? Because for-sure she isn't really number seven! She doesn't look like a No.7, or does she? Why did I choose to fail with No.7? I should have tried harder, but then she might've hated me more! LOL Maybe too much! Why would she hate? "All I'm trying to do is ruin her 'Study Group' but that is no reason why! Why am I pretending to runaway and trying to avoid No.7? When all I want is to forget the past & move on! SURE, I WISH! Why? Why is only a question in-which it cannot be answered with out evidence!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Kaz-
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