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All My Life

Verse I & II:

All my life/Never right

All my life/Always wrong

All my life/Tried so hard

All my life/Always lose

All my life/Felt much pain

All my life/No happiness

All my life/Only Hate

All my life/I Hate myself

All my life/I cut my skin

All my life/Been beaten down

All my life/Born to die

All my life/Kill myself

Chorus:

And I feel this Pain

Am I going insane

Bridge:

Why should I even try

Is there any point to my life

I have destroyed myself

There can be no help

For me x2

I am so lost

Words by Schnabel | Music by Olivier

Ashes to Ashes Dust To Dust

Verse I:

Locked behind doors you shut

Bleed to death from wrists you cut

Nailed to beds built from lust

Ashes to ashes and dust to dust

Chorus

You put up a front and made me believe

You were someone and I could not see

That your intentions, all that you had

All you wanted was me to be dead

Verse II:

You took my heart

Left my body outside in the cold

Burning the bridge made of trust

Ashes to ashes and dust to dust

Verse III:

You have ruined my whole life

I can't go on, I can't even fight

Leave me now, I know you must

Ashes to ashes and dust to dust

Words and Music by Olivier

???

Verse I:

I have always wondered why

My life has never been good

I often wondered

What it is like to be you

Chorus

Can you hear my silent screams

Can you see my terrible dreams

Do you know what it is like to be me

Only ever feeling pain and agony

Verse II:

Why have I never been happy

Why do I never know what to say

Why do I want to die

Do you know how it feels to only hate

Verse III:

If I ever look for answers

I won't find them in your god above

I'll tell you how it feels to be hated

Can you tell me how it feels to be loved

Words By Schnabel | Music By Olivier

Creep

Verse I:

Tumbled down the stairs of life

Hit my head against a wall

Never even cared to wonder

What started the fall

Beat myself until I bled

And dreamed I was you

Always watching over my shoulder

And thats what you should do

Chorus

I'm feeling just a little paranoid

One eye open while I sleep

You're the one who should be paranoid

For I am the creep

...and I'll get you, my pretty

...and I'll get you, my pretty

Verse II:

Come and play a game with me

Its called Satan says

Come and play a game with me

I'll fuck with your heads

Come and play a little game

It'll be so much fun

Come and play a game with me

The party has just begun

Verse III:

Sorry if I offended you

But you're shit outta luck

Sorry if I frightened you

But I don't give a fuck

From the cradle to the grave

They took as I gave

From the cradle to the grave

I took as you gave

Words by Schnabel | Music by Olivier

Grey

Verse I:

The evil one

Princess of darkness

With dyed black hair

Wicked mistress

She doesn't care

Chorus

Her heart coroded

Melted away

Everything is...

Verse II:

The dark one

Life sucking witch

All dressed in black

Soul terminator

A soul is what she lacks

Verse III:

My only one

My dark saviour

With pale skin

My destroyer

Destroy me again

Words by Schnabel | Music by Olivier

Emotionally Numb

Verse I:

Don't ask me how I feel

Cause I don't know

And quit smiling at me

Lets see if you can smile with my hands on your throat

Chorus

Now I've got to

Get away

Feeling only

GREY x4

Verse II:

Why should I care

About starving kids with no homes

You say the world is one

But I am so alone

Verse III:

Like a ticking time bomb

I'm about to explode

You better hope to God or whatever you believe in

That your not around when I unload

Words by Schnabel | Music by Olivier

Beat Myself Blind

Verse I:

Needles through my flesh

Ink under my skin

Pain is a state of mind

Pain is my friend

Chorus

BEAT MYSELF BLIND x4

Verse II:

Fingers in my eyes

Nothing under my skin

Hate is a state of mind

Hate is my friend

Verse III:

Fire in my soul

Knife that cuts my skin

Death is a state of mind

Death is my friend

Bridge

You tried to trick me

With insanity

But now I can see

When I....

Words by Schnabel | Music by Olivier

Bone Harvester

Verse I:

Rip out my eyes

Peel away my flesh

Suck out my soul

And devour the rest

Chorus

Harvest these bones x's 4

Verse II:

Blood flows in my viens

Pumping pure pain

Cut open my head

And see if I am insane

Verse III:

Pull my heart

Out of my chest

Leave a hole

For maggots to infest

Bridge (spoken)

In the black of the twilight shadow night

He lurks and waits

To devour and destroy

And to harvest the bones

Words by Schnabel | Music by Olivier

Blood Thirsty

Verse I:

Lurking in the shadows

Coming out only at night

Creeping throught the darkness

Avoiding the bright daylight

Chorus

I feed on your life

Make your blood mine

Serve man never

I will live forever

Verse II:

Natas ot wob won

I am the master, you are the slave

Serve me and live forever

Undead out of the grave

Words by Schnabel | Music by Schnabel and Olivier

Snap

Verse I:

Under so much stress and I hate my life

Everyone hates me they cause me much strife

No one understood the words I said

In my mind they're allready dead

Chorus

I'm about to

SNAP

Verse II:

Go to a public place armed to the teeth

Walk around shooting everyone I see

Except small children i'll write an X on their head

I'll look them in the eyes and say, "Bang, your dead"

Verse III:

Put a bomb in my ex-girlfriends car

Cut her lying tounge out and keep it in a jar

Cut off her fingers to see the look in her eyes

Dissenbowel the bitch just to hear her cries

Words by Schnabel | Music by Olivier and Schnabel

Every Night

Verse I:

How can I deal with all this pain

My soul bleeds, it pours and drains

The glimmering blade sings my song

Why have I waited so long

Chorus

Every night, I die for your sins

Every night, you add to them again

Every night, I used to cry

Now I'm so numb my eyes stay dry

Verse II:

With a quick flick I make a wish

With a quick flick I slit my wrist

Blade in hand the blood starts to flow

Now my body realizes what my soul knows

Verse III:

Without emotion I watch the time tick by

Sitting in the sticky pool that was my live

I'm so tired I need to sleep

Close my eyes and forever dream

Words by Schnabel | Music by Olivier and Schnabel

Human Flesh Dress

Based on Ed Gein

Verse I:

This is my favorite time of the night

The moon is full and the sky is bright

I get out of my chair made of bones

Flesh made lampshades around my home

Cup full of noses upon my window sill

The time has come for me to kill

Mother would be proud if she were here

The human flesh dress steals my fear

Chorus:

Graze the skin with my fingertips

A pleasant fragrance in the light of the moon*

I dance around the house with whips and chains

Dead bodies hanging in every room

Verse II:

Pour a bowl of cereal in a human skull

Eat them all until I'm full

Walk to the barn where I start my saw

Tearing the flesh the bone chips fall

Take a needle and slide it through

I don a face of old and new

Soak the leather in motor oil

My human flesh dress covered in blood and soil

Words and Music by Olivier
*= A quote from Ed Gein, said while dancing around in a dress made of his dead mothers flesh
Also heard on "Dead Skin Mask" By Slayer, also based on Ed Gein

Concrete Angel

A concrete angels face

Words By Schnabel | Music By Olivier

Never Forgotten

Verse I:

I wonder if your up there now,

Smiling back as you look down

Oh I wish you were right here,

Thinking back I shed a tear

I turn my head up to the sky,

A gentle breeze that dries my eyes

As I drop down to my knees,

All I have are memories

Verse II:

As I kneel before your grave,

The sky opens it starts to rain

A box of strings and a short note,

"Thanks for showing me" I wrote

Are you really gone from here?

Has it really been a year?

I guess my life will someday end,

Just memories I have till then

Words and Music by Olivier

Neil wrote this song after a close friend, and member of Negative Thirteen died in a car accident.

In Memory of Sean Moore
1977-1997

You are never forgotten
"You never lose the ones you love, if you always love the ones you've lost"

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