I’ve gone around,
trying to fill my emptiness
through sex.
getting attached to the asshole
while we fuck.
he will inevitably leave me
more empty then before.
I was on a Roller coaster
I call my emotions
on a high
Then a lower low
Repeating this process
for the high
In which I could feel
good about myself for an hour
But I’ve left this Roller coaster behind
I’ve found Self Respect
and Self love
I’m filling the emptiness inside
I no longer need
Sex to do that
I’m waiting for the day
when a man will feel
for me what I feel for him
I’m waiting for the day
when a man respects and
Loves me for me
I want a man to worship
The ground I walk on
I’m tired of the kind of man
who likes me because
I’ve got a cock
I want more then a quick fuck
I want to be more then a
number in some guys libido
I’m tired of users, losers + screwers
I’m not looking for perfection
I’m looking for true love
I want an honest man
I want a man who will
want to give me the world
I won’t share my bed
with someone who will share
it with the world
Am I asking to much?
