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Entry 2

January 24, 2003 --Boston to CT

Hello! I'm back again. I finally got a prettier background! Yeah!!! Sometimes I get so frustrated with all this coding nonsense. If you forget a " mark or do the slightest thing wrong it won't work.. so then you have to go back and figure out what you did wrong..... ugh!

Anyway, I didn't talk about other people who are important to me. First, there's my mother. My mum and I are tight. We are like this...uhm..wait, you can't see what I'm doing.. well you get the picture. She's one of my best friends. I don't think many teenagers can say that. My mom definitely saves me. I don't know what I'd do without her. She's kind of like an older sister but has more authority over me. Along with my Mum is my stepfather who I appreciate and love very much as well. He really cares about me and the sibs.. and he doesn't have to ya know? He's a good guy. He makes a mean chocolate chip pancakes *drool*.. If it wasn't for him, I wouldnt be having the time of my life here in Boston. For other family members, well, there's my dad. I have an awesome real dad too. He's soo nice and cares about me and the sibs soo much... a little too much sometimes!! :) My dad has a strong heart and will go out of the way to make us smile (so does my mom too for that matter). I love my daddy... My favorite and only sister is Sash. She is a high school teach in Mass but I love her.. hehe I look up to her sometimes because she's so grown up. She really made something of herself after college. I hope I can do the same. If I'm upset about something, Sash is always there for me. I also have a bro named Carm but well, he's not really in my life very much because he's a hermit. He doesn't really socialize with me or anything. He probably doesn't even like me. I just hope he thinks I'm smart and a good student. Sometimes I try to get better grades and be smarter than him but I doubt that will ever happen...

For my friends, well there's Sarah Kirkland. She's sooooo awesome. I love Sarah Kirk. She is my twin sister... sort of. I don't know what I'd do without her. She is my sunshine. She is probably one of the nicest people I've ever met.... except when she plays cards! hehehe.. There's also Shaina Alston who always gets me in a good mood. She is so funny and witty that I fall into such a comical and fun state. It's always a fun time with Shaina. Also laughter to be produced.... There's also Jenna Barrows.. funny we're friends. We've been friends for so long... and we both went through major changes but we stuck through and kept our friendship. It's amazing. I love you Jenna even though you're shallow as heck and sarcastic but you're sure funny about it! hahaha Of course, I can't forget about Grace Syriac, my first and longest friend of the bunch... four years younger yet it doesn't make a difference, there is no way we will never be friends. She is my little sis I've never had... I love helping her out with stuff I've already gone through.. I love ya lil sissy! :) And well, there's the exboyfriend but still really good friend Alexis. We've been through alot and we don't see eye to eye 80 percent of the time but you always will be in my heart. You can't just ignore a 2 year relationship. It's too bad we were not meant to be..but i'm glad we can be friends. Last but not least, there is Doc. Oh doc... hahaha... Well, I can say this for sure. I think I met you at the right time in my life. You mean so much to me. Everytime I see you online I smile and can't wait to message you. I love hanging out with you and being with you.. You light up my life. I want to be your angel... and you can be my comfort.... I'll always be there for you. By the way, Doc is the best Sax player ever! Much better than JIM! hahaha.... I'm so proud of you Private First Class Johnson! Oh.. and can't forget the pair of Johns!! John Sorel and John Bullard! You guys are great! You are soo very kind to me and make my life a little less..boring.. haha.. I'm glad to be friends with you both... you guys are awesome.

I also can't forget Meghann Olsen. My new old friend!! :) I'm so glad you finally understand me Meg.. you have no idea how much that means to me! I can't to hang with you tonight!!!! yeah!!!!

Which leads me to today! phew! Okay...I had Table of Contents class today and we made pop up book things! it was awesom! Then I had History of Photo which was of course a pleasure. I go home tonight. My stepfather will pick me up at 7pm so I hope to be home by 8:30. It will be good to be home. When I'm home I miss the dorm, when i'm at the dorm I miss home. I wish I can combine my worlds....conflate them into one.

Well, that's all folks!

Words that will forever ring in my head: Juxapostion and Problematic (haha)