Alright.. it is alot easier to make a table in dreamweaver.. let me tell you! trying to create a table and make it look nice trying to type in all the codes and remember everything is just tough! I can't seem to change the colors in my table! ugh.. but I'm not going to bother... at least I tried...

Anyway, stuff is still kinda sucky. I have the god awful paper to write.. it has to be 5 pages and I can't seem to write five pages on this topic the teacher gave us.. it's impossible without rambling like an idiot. I like being precise and quick. I've been taught to say what I gotta say with little words as possible. (Thanks Honors English....)Now I'm screwed.....gggarrr!

A-rod called me today. He's having trouble with a friend...and trouble with me!! who would have thought? I didn't! He says I'm a drug... well.. i don't even believe in drugs so I don't want to BE one... I'm just a human being....If I was a percocet, I would want to eat me too....my headaches have been sooo horrible these past few days... REALLY bad.. its awful :( WAAAAA....

I wanna go home! It's been impossible to contact my mother today. I have to talk to her about many things and she's MIA! GGARRRR... Another MIA person is Doc.. I'm guessing he's been a busy little bee....which is good.. for the most part...after finding out about alexis' business I have began to realize that being busy can also be bad or harmful. .. I guess everything in moderation.

I'm downloading alot of Our Lady Peace.. I really like that band... So now I've been listening to Our Lady Peace, Weezer, The Strokes, and U2. All very very good bands..

I walked around my good intentions And found that there were none... I never thought I would forget this hate then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong If I don't make it known that I've loved you all along Just like sunny days that We ignore because We're all dumb and jaded And I hope God I figure out What's wrong I walked around my room Not thinking Just sinking in this box I blame myself for being too much Like somebody else I never thought I would just Bend this way

That's 4am by Our Lady Peace. I really like that song...

I'm frustrated by the cracks in the pavement....

WHY DO GUYS LIKE ME BUT DONT DATE ME?!?!?!? hahahaha.... just thought I'd ask.

If you havent noticed already, yes i lost my mind.... I think I dropped it somewhere in Boston... perhaps it melted with the ice on the ground....it could be just one big pink puddle on the dirty wet ground... liquid... nothing....

Knowledge is Power.

-Lex and....... herself.. alone.