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Wakina Love ~ Rain Kissed
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Woke up in a dream in which I found myself out walking when I saw a man I felt very comfortable with. He was hitching up a wagon to the horses and as we chatted he said that there was some business that they were on their way to take care of and suggested it would be a good thing if I came with them. So I said okay and hopped into the back of the wagon while another lady hopped into the front. We set off in a slow roll and as we rolled along I began to sing a song about a place of peace. Inside the song I made up all the rules of how it was to be at this place of peace, and as the journey was very long I continued to softly sing my little song about a place of peace and how it would feel to live in a such a place. After we rode along for what seemed like days that stretched without end it finally came time for us to trade in our wagon for a new wagon. Our driver hitched up the new wagon to some more horses and again we lumbered along as I sang my little song about a beautiful place I called the place of peace. We traveled for a long ways again in this new wagon with the horses lumbering ahead of us. Finally we came to a mountain and began to ascend as I sang my little song. As I was singing softly in the back of the wagon we came upon a Village that seemed hostile in their nature. Peaking up over the wagon I watched as some riders on thundering horses came riding at us In their hands they held shafts of lightning that they shook at us, and on their painted pony's I could see that lightning bolts had been painted on their shafts. They felt very threatening so I ducked down in the back of the wagon and pretended to be asleep. They hollered out that it was about time that we had arrived, that we were almost too late for our appointment.
We continued on in our wagon and when we arrive at a place where the road Y'ed the wagon stopped and the man and woman got off the wagon and began heading down the hill into the Village. I didn't know if I was supposed to get off or now, for he did not tell me to come, and as I watched some men from the Village came up from the Village and treated him a little rough, pushing him down the hill as if to indicate that he should go faster as if he was late.
I was feeling a little intimidated as I was a very gentle singer and while all the thundering ones were fascinating there was one, he had a very loud bold roughness to him that I found alluring and exciting, but at the same time I did not feel completely safe with him, sometimes I would feel like I should duck. There was another one with black hair and he made me feel so safe. Every time his mother sent him to me I would feel completely safe as we would sit together talking. Being with him immediately felt like talking to a friend. After a time she kept alternating between the one that was more like a wild storm raging and the one who felt so gentle that every time he came to be with me I would feel very comfortable and safe being with him. It would be like when the wild storm raged with his thundering song I would be so excited and fascinated, but when the gentle one would come over it would feel like we had been best friends forever. I would just feel so comfortable sitting with him like someone I wanted to lean against his shoulder and touch him softly and just whisper words of comfort to. After some time had passed I found us sitting in a room together all facing each other as if in counsel. The one I felt comfortable with was sitting to my side and all around us sat the other brothers who had been paraded before me. The man who I had rode with to this Village was sitting with another woman from the Village and after a bit of discussion amongst the Counsel the man and the woman got up hand in hand and were escorted to another room where the door closed behind them. With this all eyes turn to me and suddenly I realize that the reason the Wakina brothers had been paraded before me was so that we could make an exchange and the one who was being offered to me was the one who sitting beside me. Inside the dream I felt my human response kick in as I had not realized that there was to be an exchange between us. I also realize this beautiful man sitting beside me was the one who had been chosen for me and that to not choose him would dishonor him and the mother Thunderbird and that then one would chosen for me... so I grabbed his hand, together we rose and were escorted into a room with a bed.. It had a very oriental feel, like ancient, before the time of the split of the brothers where one traveled and became oriental and the other traveled to Turtle Island to become the Indigenous there. The room was just partitioned off, like something you would see in a movie with hand painted rice paper partition. There was a bed that had the appearance of being straw like with an animals skin thrown over it and that was pretty much all that was in the room besides a small night stand. After they left the room, it was naturally assumed that we were to have relations, to make the exchange, and it also felt it would dishonor him if we did not, for that was what was expected, so I knew we had better get naked. As I was taking off my clothes to get naked with him, I remembered I had a lace shirt in the vehicle and suggested that if we wanted to make them believe we had did as they believed we were suppose to, then maybe he could slip out to my vehicle and get my lace.
Actually this had the slightest erotic effect on him and his face lit up in a smile as he said, “Maybe next time.” I knew he was saying there was not time this time for I knew the vehicle to be quite a ways away… and somehow I knew that when it ended they would come for us…
So he takes off all of his clothes and he lays down on the bed and I take off all my clothes and crawl on to straddle him. He is so comfortable to be with, to talk to, that I am just sitting on top of him looking at him smiling as we are chatting when I see that he has a tattoo that runs all the way from his shoulder down his body like a river. As I bend down to look closer I see that it is a poem so I start at the top and I begin to read it. Him and I, we speak different languages, so first I read a sentence in my language, which is revealed to me in pictures, and then I very slowly begin to translate the picture I am seeing into the words of his language. I take my finger and touch the words of his poem as I am translating very slowly and very precisely The poetry that was written across his body was so beautiful. It was the story of his life. From inside his story I saw his birth. I saw him take his first steps, saw the first time he fell. I saw the story of his life, through every bend and twist and curve I continued on. Gently touching my finger to his body I would first see the pictures in my language which I would speak, then I would begin translating it slowly and deliberately into his language. Sometimes he would ever so tenderly correct my pronunciation so I would very slowly say the word exactly as he said it, and then I would read the whole paragraph again in his language so that I captured every nuance of the poem
At one point I felt my long black slipping across my back so I swept it off to the side and saw the place where it touched his body. I felt him being deeply touched by my attempt to give honor to the poetry that was tattooed across his chest and all the way down his tummy… then there was this point (before I finished reading the whole poem, but was down to his belly button) where I felt him becoming even more deeply touched by the way I was taking the time to interpret it and there was an energy exchange between us in the lower region… What it looked like to me inside the dream was if you smoked the peace pipe and then blew out a whiff of smoke, it was definitely and energy exchange and as soon as that happened the attendants came through the door and I was not able to finish reading the poem written upon his body. After the attendants left, the other
Wakina who was trying to sway me with his loud thunder
dance came into the room. He took out a blade and
scratched an x across his chest.
After that we were back in a room that had a very long bed and the Wakina would have a spot within the length of this bed where they would curl up and sleep…. My friend (who I read the poetry on his body) also had his own place within this unusual bed (that seemed to be Asian)
With this I was escorted out of the house and began to make my way back up the hill alone…. At one point I was overcome with dizziness and began to worry that I would not make it back to our vehicle. Then I was walking through a village where a lot of people were milling about when I saw the man in whose wagon I had rode to get here. I hugged him so hard as I had not known if I would be able to find him again. Together we walked along a path. When we came to the Y, off in the distance I saw that the path lead to the place of peace I was singing about on my journey here.. and awoke
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This was not the end this was the beginning of a journey of discovery of Wakina the Thunder Beings who incarnate into human bodies
In the years to come I would find within my memories that from that exchange a mountain formed upon Earthen body with a river that ran beneath it, that when I bent over and swept my hair to the side inside the dream, it was rain from a black cloud wind swept upon the Earth body
In the years to come I found that from that exchange I gave birth to 7 little Wakina there was one so shy she hid behind and beneath my skirt One, she stood in front of my billowing skirt One stood to the side and held my hand and 4 behind me who danced and played in various degrees of boldness They were not shy at all but dance with all their might through the night sky.
Pictures from the dream Thunderbird
Bed of the Thunder beings
Traveling in the 'vehicle' I was a gentle spirited one
Examples of the children I gave birth to from the exchange.
060311 I am still working on this. I have not finished writing out the dream yet, and i am looking for picture to go with.. today on my way home from work, the mother Thunderbird revealed herself to me inside the clouds... and like the bed with the hay with a skin on top was yellow clouds with like dark shadow on top.... so this is where I am working on this..... I hope I finish this soon..
Thanks for stopping by...
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Credits
Pictures from Michael Bath shared with permission
who said I could put his pictures with my poetry..
Here is his link www.lightningphotography.com