Brother Bear calls to me, it is the time of sleep,
inside the den, I travel to the place of my dreams
to review the previous year and it is clear,

2008 was great,, these beauty filled moments, of clouds settling down around me, I entered into the merging and was sacred witness to watching fog so heavy, little droplets made a gathering, joining one by one until so heavy they began to fall down..

Huge giant raindrops so far apart in the space between of at least 20 feet, I could walk through them without being touched by any of them and listen to the sounds.. sounds like... chimes singing in the trees.. what a lovely touch you make upon my soul dancing there like that, fingers spread out, slowly touching down to make this sacred sound, you awe me with your presence...

traveling further on I awaken inside the dream in the space between, and even though all I see is blackness I feel the presence of someone larger and decide to call out, "What is your name?"

Then slowly I feel the presence turning and moving deliberately towards my little voice inside the darkness he says, "I am Juan Light Thunder Form"

With that, black lightning, his boot, comes crashing down and awakens me inside the dream just in time to see at top of black boot, silver tasseled lightning dances across the blackness..

sitting inside my bed, I watch as he moves away, and wait to hear the sound again of his boot coming down..... But no, he is One Light Thunder Form..


permission was granted by Michael Bath
to add his pictures to my poetry
You may visit his gallery at
www.lightningphotography.com

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 Wed, January 28, 2009 - 9:14 AM
Rainbow Dancer
Traveling on through time and space, inside this merging with the clouds who have settled down around me, I find myself again inside the dream and looking up I see a tiny sparkling light dancing above me.. and as she moves closer I realize she is a rainbow dancer..

How gracefully she moves, this rainbow light being, leg out then bend, as she begins to spin, her hands in prayer raise over her head, leg out and back, her dance does spin and as she moves closer I realize she is a rain drop falling to the ground....

and thus on this I entered into the magic that was 2008

 

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 Wed, January 28, 2009 - 9:31 AM
Standing inside the Bear din dream, remembering..
After awakening from my winters sleep I found myself being visited by a gypsy, Yellow Rose who asked me if there was a specific spot I was looking when I saw the visions...

A few days later, I was looking inside the place where the visions come from (which was always the same place) and as I was looking there moving my head around to get... better reception.. I began to hear a song someone was singing to me..

Remember when we danced as gods across a star lit sky..

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 Thu, January 29, 2009 - 7:21 AM
Brief Interlude
Oh my

to be taken with such sweet grace back to the place of this remembering...

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tonight when I got off work.... 12 miles I must travel to get to my home, watching in the place where I stare out my window at the night stars, soft clouds have gathered round, still all was clear on my journey home.... til I arrived 1000 yards from my door to find myself entering a place where a cloud had settled down. .

and here just today after I had talked about him...

Such a feeling did come over me as I shyly got out of my car, curtsied and said, "I'm glad you came to visit"

In that moment all sounds within the cloud magnified and to my surprise I could hear the sound of chimes dancing to my footsteps upon the soft Earth...

And as this memory lingered on from inside my bed I saw his hand softly hold mine as I entered again into the dream time..

Memory filtering in, remember when...

I, Creation Singer traveled through Millennia after Millennia singing the song of a place of peace on my way to make an exchange with a Thunder One who I loved to hear singing his song.

Arriving in that mountain town, greeted by the thunder boys who galloped towards me on their thundering horses who were painted with staffs of lightning bolt on their legs.. and the thunder boys with their staffs of lightning bolts in their hands..

they were the Thunder Ones

They took me to their home, upon paths that looked like lightning in the sky.. were I was treated like royality as Mother Thunderbird paraded before me her chosen sons, bid me to pick the chosen one to make an exchange with as part of the creation song..

he had a soft long rolling thunder song, and as I straddled his body I could see that the story of his life was tattooed upon his chest and ran like a river down his body, which with his help, in sacred manner I began to read.... first in my language, then he would help me to translate it into his language, all in sacred manner. As my finger traveled down the length of his body I see the story of his life, I see the very first time he fell down, I see his ups and downs, everything about his life has been tattooed upon his body..

And as I lay there, sit there looking down I realize I am the cloud that straddles the river.. and in the place where my hair softly caresses his body, torrents of rain are falling down and touching his sacred body... The exchange is made and from this exchange I give birth to 7 little thunder children..

I am one being within a cloud that traveled for some 52,000 years across the landscape sing a creation song of Place of Peace, to make an exchange with a thunder one so a river could manifest in a world that was solid.. while my legs and arms and body became a mountain range...

And inside the dream, I pause to smile and feel the cloud reaching down to softly hold my hand here in 2009...


 

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 Sun, February 1, 2009 - 7:34 AM
Whale Dreamer
Within the dream I make a holy pilgrimage back to the place of the river... Standing there that day, playing inside his body I didn't dream of the journey he was about to take me to, all I knew I was happy to be standing again inside his body playful as a cat as I listened to the water lapping on my way to the white water rapids, where I became a tree, standing there listening to him sing.. and as the power of his song grew louder in my soul, he began to sing a song of Are You Lonely... Yes I am..

This way to the song he sang...

My heart wept for him on this day as I began the journey with him. And the days to follow he told me of his love. there was a Misty Mountain weeping for him, for once upon a time his water ran strong beneath her. He asked me to take stones from his body and lay them upon her mountain. He took me to the place where his waters once ran strong beneath so I could hear her singing, "It must have been love, but its over now, it must have been good, but I lost it some how... Ohhhhh, it must have been love...

Then he call me back to his body where I kept hearing the strangest song. In the midst of this singing he was telling me how the people had put these dams to control his flow. He told me how that when his water overflow their banks it is him and her making love, and how she thrills to have his waters run over her like that.. He said, "When the sleepers awaken the first thing they will want to do is remove the damns"

the whole time he was talking to me I kept hearing a song down river.... strangely and hauntingly familiar, high pitched long chords but with movement and alive a song that kept calling to me, even that night when I went into my sleep could I still hear the sound of that song calling to me from distant galaxy. . I swam all night just to find the place.. where I became.... Whale Dreamer...
 

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Sun, February 1, 2009 - 3:14 PM
hhhhhhhmmmmmmmm,

I've spent the day in quiet contemplation, this place brother bear took me to..

Whale Dreamer, River Ouachita, it was here my heart began to weep for ocean deep.. the journey this took me to, Once upon a time I lived as a mermaid inside the ocean deep.. beautiful were the colors inside the blue and green... in the place where I was called to give my tears, oceanographers now travel there and bring back pictures to advertise the beauty, but something's wrong.. the colors gone wrong.. so much of what was alive has now turned brown...

Still Brother Bear lumbers on in my dream, bidding me to come along...
 

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Fri, February 6, 2009 - 3:55 PM
Whale Dreamer journey.. 2008
Standing here looking back in the direction Brother Bear has taken me to...

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from my journal 071208 Seashell Dream

.I believe that we, Lightworkers, are system renegades, traveling into planetary star systems, incarnating onto planets with intentions to break the rules and bring a new way of being into worlds that have become, what I call stuck in a dimensional rifts.. I believe for this reason when I was young and was sent the inner guidance who told me to walk like the Great Mother, for her rules are the true rules, the true way to walk through this dimension, that by walking this way I would be doing my part to heal the dimensional rift.. (not the right wording because it translates more to: 'by my (our) walking through there the energy is forever changed'.. the healing comes because we walked through there.) (even though I still don't think my wordings right as I try  to explain why I feel a need to share )

There is this pretty little shell that I have had for about a year and when these shells are hung together they make the prettiest little song when the wind blows through them.

So the other night I strung 3 of them up together and tied them to the side of my bed so as I moved around I could hear them singing in my sleep..

Went to bed and found myself in ocean deep staring at what appeared to be a sunken war ship, while the animals around me were explaining that there were many of these killing machines laying around within their waters, telling me that whatever was in these killing machine when it sunk wound up leeching into their waters and polluting their once pure and pristine areas where they used to swim..

And I woke up with sadness, thinking how will we ever clean that up?

.. heal the wound caused by that dimensional tear..

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..Thought of Millennium and his tears..

I send my love unto the waters

 

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 Fri, February 6, 2009 - 4:05 PM
Whale Dreamer Journey... 2008
071408, still dreaming ocean dream (during nap) This time I am watching the beautiful dance of a huge octopus, and hearing its song in its dance which I am finding reminiscent of the whale song.. only song is different and octopus song, the song matches the graceful movements of the octopus legs..

the next second I am watching it struggle within the net that has caught it.. and the next second I am watching from below the water as it is being hoisted into the air....

And inside the dream alls I can think to do or say is begin to sing, " and I ii i, calling all you angels.. and I ii i, calling all you angels.."

being here in this place is reminding me of when I went through the River Ouachita loves Misty Mountain vision.. that day when the River he called me to him.. and I ran to him to find a spirit whale there singing me its song, which lead to a dream in which I followed their song all the way to their home world..

As I made this journey of discovery, my Misty Mountain love Gentle Rolling Thunder River Song, there was a man whose heart cried out to me for help. And I did the only thing I could think to do, as far as medicine goes, I took from what was happening then and shared my Misty Mountain loves Gentle Rolling Thunder River love song.

By this time I had already passed through the part where momma explained to me that a dream I had in 2003 was a dream from before I was in the world of solid. She told me that before the time of the dream I was a Misty Mountain in spirit who loved listening to the Thunder Beings.

So this was when I began going to the Hubble site looking see if I could find any pictures of what I looked like as Misty Mountain... and it was while doing this that I had the following dream:
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April 3, 2007

Just now wake up dancing in the big surf... like Hubble pictures all around me, I am looking through the Universe.. and all the ones who manifested here on Earth are dancing to call out to me as I dance on by.... mesmerized.. sanctified.. purified.... made holy in their love as they reach out to touch me with their memories.... and a love song calls as I continue my journey through the Universe of all the ones who manifested on the Earth, who came for the Great Touch, showing me, touching me with their Universes before time, singing to me the song of their creation.. here into a world of our creation, I travel on towards the sound of the song that has been calling to me since yesterday..... to find in space and sacred song the Universe from whence come the whale mating song...

I am mesmerized
sanctified
purified
made holy
by this touch...

they showed me this picture that the Hubble space craft took of them....

I was so touched to see them standing there looking at me like that.... so much love they were sending to me in their song....

through Millennium's episong..

so beautiful..

the dance

to dance

with Universe..

Wow, I just can't believe they came to my dreams to sing to me!

like that...

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I know there is a reason my sacred relations are calling to me now..

Calling all you angels...


 

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 Fri, February 6, 2009 - 4:10 PM
Whale Dreamer Journey ... 2008
from my journal, 071808

I continued swimming through the ocean deep, headed in the direction of the sound of the song I heard being sung.. Passing through moments when my heart would cry... and I I,I,I, calling all you angels to moments when I would just be swimming towards the sound of the love song, to back again singing I wont give up, you don't give up, I need a sign" and reflecting on what felt like the oddity that one second I am sending up this prayer song for the 13 Indigenous Grandmothers in Rome and the next second I am swimming in the ocean watching an octopus with all of its beautiful arms, and gentle song being pulled into a net that no matter how much it struggles it cannot break free.. to hearing a song off in the distance, and traveling from weeping eyes and singing heart "Calling all you Angels" I travel on through the sea until I see up ahead a whale singing a song, calling out to me as I am calling out inside the deep..

Oh dance divine, the moment we touched without touching, water covering the space between us, I began the swirl, down by your tail, and I am huge but smaller than you as I am now a whale, and the swirl, to touch without touching but feeling our touch through the water in the space between us as I am making my half circle dance around your body, filling all of this love for you in the space between us, from my head to my tail, I jump out of the ocean deep singing, and I... I... I .I'm calling all you angels... We need a sign to let us know you hear... I wont give up, you don't give up........

Get to work and a customer calls in explaining how he moved and needs a new number.. so I am updating his address, and he now lives on Eagle Pass.... and I was like wow..

and then I am, flipping through his pages to update his address in the places and somehow I see an address where it said his old address was Eagle Cove.... so I was like wow (and he said that was his Florida address)

And then much later, almost at the end of the night, a guy calls in and needs some help sending pictures.. So I am sitting there giving him the instructions for the updates, and looking into his acct as we are waiting for the update to finish I see that his address is Eagle Pass...

and I am like wow, "that's the 3rd Eagle address tonight I have seen"

and he starts telling me well there is a symbol behind the Eagle showing up.. that he doesn't remember what it is but he thinks it's strength or courage or something..

So I tell him, Or if your Indian it is a sign that Great Spirit has heard your prayer...

Then I had to tell him about the 13 indigenous Grandmothers in Rome, how they had went to go stand before the Pope and ask him to take back what they said and declare all people equal (that in 1400 the Roman Catholic Church had declared Indians to be less than human) and how the appointment they had to stand before the Pope had gotten canceled, so now they were sitting in the circle praying and dancing..... and for a whole I had been singing my prayer in song "Calling all you Angels"

And now Great Spirit had sent the Sign to let me.. us.. know our prayers have been heard... 3 Eagles circling overhead..

and this guys last name was White.. Eagle.. Pass

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5 Fri, February 6, 2009 - 4:18 PM
and I am wowed,
mesmerized,
sanctified
made holy

by the journey Brother Bear has taken me to..

our prayers were answered..

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