.music.
.as most of every one should know i listen to metal/rock/jazz/classical/and idie (thank you laura). its not like i don't have a life, my life is music. i have written some nice songs, but my gutar is out of tune. i listen to music when ever i am bored/hurt/angy/alone/tired/lovestruck/and whenever. music is a bigger part of my life than you would ever know. its bigger to me than any thing else. i guess it all started when my parents divorced when i was 2. but i'm not going in to that now. or ever for that matter. music is so useful to me. it helps me deal with whats going on. sometimes i listen to music just for noise, but i do process it. i know what goes on. but, if a shitty song comes off, off goes the radio, on goes the CD's...and if im not in the mood for CD's then the tape's work fine....and as a last resort, my mp3's are just fine too.
.i've never really had any friends. i have one friend that is very dear to me. and she's around in this site more than i know of. she's one of the sweetest people i have ever met. she doesn't jugde me after once glance...sure, we fuck around alot, and then there's the times when other shit just happens. back to music.
.i don't think i've ever hated any type of music than rap. infact i don't ever thing of it as music. i think of it as just nothing. some great bands that everyone should listen to are tool, and linkin park. tool is one of my favorite bands. and linkin park was the first band that i could ever relate to. but now, there are plenty of bands i relate to. i can relate to more than people give me credit for.
