Songs
Lyrics to Some Of My Favourite Heavy Metal Songs
That Relate To SI, Abuse, Or Depression
Cycle Of Abuse
By
BioHazard
Treated unfairly, you resent evereybody that has so much
Of the things in life that were taken away from you
So wrapped up in your miserey, you never feel the love that surrounds you
So wrapped up in your miserey, you never notice that life passed you by
You've waited all your life for the pain to go away
Lock yourself inside a world that makes you hate
Left all alone, ignored by the one you need atention from
For the things in life you never achieved on your own
He can't be bothered to care for you, to hold and respect and be there for you
He can't be a real father to you, some day he'll regret all the time that
went by
You've waited all your life for the pain to go away
And I've always hated to see you hurt inside
So much I try to help you but you push me away
Lock yourself inside a world that makes you hate
Locked inside a world of hate
Beaten down for as long as you remember
Your life was analyzed, criticized, and dismembered
Your hopes and dreams were discouraged and severed
The pain you've endured, the suffering you've weathered
You find it so hard to pull youself together
To face the world to your fears you surender
You dream of a day you'll overcome and sever
The cycle of abuse and the pain you carried forever
Your'e not alone, there's so many others that care for you
So many things in our lives you helped us all get through
It means so much to me that your'e here to share in my life
And calm my fears, it means so much to me that your'e alive
As you hold my child and wipe the tears from your eyes
You've waited all your life for the pain to go away
And I've always hated to see you hurt inside
So much I try to help you but you push me away
Lock yourself inside a world that makes you hate
You've waited all your life for the pain to go away
Lock yourself inside a world that makes you hate
Love Denied
By
BioHazard
A child is told from day number one
He's a worthless piece of shit, bad and dumb
Generations pass down low self self esteem
We're modeled by things we've hered and seen
Or punched in the mouth for being unsure, or locked behind the closet door
We learn what we live we live what we learn
Abuse of inocence evil we turn
Can anybody here there cries
Can anybody tell them why
You gotta read between there lies
People die when love is denied
One of many lessons I learned to be like
You aint gonna live like you
You made me what I am today
So close to you, yet so far away
The pain you
Lived with made you ill
An empty hole with nothing to fill
I forgive and love you forever still
A waste of time, A waste of life
Livin on the edge
Of a sharp fuckin knife
I cant blame you
For never being around
I know you nevere ment to hurt and bring me down
Look in there eyes to here there cries
And you will see all their pain lying dormant inside
Now realize as time passes by
That people die when love is denied
Each Day
By
BioHazard
Each day I have another choice too
To try and make things right
I awake from the nightmares
Another day closer to the grave
With a personal affair
And my fright is in moderation
It might just be the death of me
I am aware
I'm not worried about tomorrow
Don't give a fuck about yesterday
To get through this day of sorrow
I must face what comes my way (each day)
Each night I need some kind of release
To pull the trigger on my soul and
Breath through the bullet hole
I need some peace
Before I am deceased
I want to see my world in its
negative state become a positive
Place by unleashing all the hate within
I'm not worried about tomorrow
Don't give a fuck about yesterday
To get through this day of sorrow
I must face what comes my way (each day)
The Unforgiven II
By Metallica
lay beside me
tell me what theyve done
and speak the words i want to hear
to make my demons run
the door is locked now
but its open if youre true
if you can understand the me
than i can understand the you
lay beside me
under wicked sky
through black of day
dark of night
we share this pair of lies
the door cracks open
but theres no sun shining through
black hot scarring darker still
but theres no sun shining through
yeah theres no sun shining through
no theres no sun shining
what ive felt
what ive known
turn the pages
turn the stone
behind the door
should i open it for you?
what ive felt
what ive known
sick and tired
i stand alone
could you be there
cause im the one who waits for you
or are you unforgiven too
come lay beside me
this wont hurt i swear
she loves me not
she loves me still
but shell never love again
she lay beside me
but shell be there when i'm gone
black hot scarring darker still
yeah shell be there when i'm gone
yeah shell be there when im gone
dead sure shell be there.....
what ive felt
what ive known
turn the pages turn the stone
behind the door
should i open it for you?
yeah
what ive felt
what ive known
sick and tired i stand alone
could you be there
cause im the one that waits for you
or are you unforgiven too
lay beside me
tell me what ive done
the door is closed
so are your eyes
but now i see the sun
now i see the sun
yes now i see it
*what ive felt
what ive known
turn the pages
turn the stone
behind the door
should i open it for you
what ive felt what ive known
so sick and tired i stand alone
could you be there cause im the one who waits for you
what ive felt what ive known
turn the pages turn the stone
behind the door
should i open it for you...
......
i take this key
and i burry it in you
because youre unforgiven too
Shotgun
By
Moist
Shotgun blast spreads like dawning
Rip me open feel it coming
Bowing down to my addiction
Never meant to go so willing
Thought I found the something better
Terminally hope is crashing
Laughing and crashing its laughing I'm crashing
Sorry that I left your language
Found a place of my opinion
Galvanized the oversight
By pissing on your whole philosophy
Mine is just the easy target
Mine is just the carnal weakness
Wishing for something
And something been wishing
How long is this gonna take us going on
is this gonna take us
How long is this gonna take us on
You could be the innocent
And I could play the unwashed saviour
Counting on cancer to teach us to live
Tired of all the vacillations
Halion come take me under
Laughing and crashing we're laughing I'm crashing
How long is this gonna take us going on
is this gonna take us how long
is this gonna take us on
Resurection
By
Moist
Ive been drowned out by the rain
Still I'm wishing I could stay
But I'm sorry my old friend
Ive got to leave you once again
And despite what I might say
I measure pleasure by the pain
Measure pleasure by the twisting
Of the metal in the vein
and it might be very hard
Cant be more then what we are
Cant be more till its over
Here comes the resurection
Evereybodys got to die from something
Nothing ever left to leave you when you go
I saw you strip my babies
Animal the way you cut them might be
Animal the way I cut u from below
So you goade me into spite
Its the cruelty that youd like
Its the waiting for the one thing
That you never could defined
Fill the longing just because
Emasculate the ones you love
Have to wait till its over
We are the less than mighty
Never was a way I thought it could be
Never quite enough to leave you when you go
I saw you strip my babies
Animal the way you cut them might be
Animal the way I cut u from below
Ive been drowned out by the rain
Still I'm wishing I could stay
But I'm sorry my old friend
Ill have to leave you once again
And despite what I might say
I measure pleasure by the pain
Measure pleasure by the twisting
Of the metal in the vein
Practice What You Preach
By
Testament
You think your lifes so grand
You dont believe a word you say
Your feet arn't on the ground
You lost your life, just slip away
Just so uncertain of your body and your soul
The promises that you make, your mind goes blank
And then you loose control, then you loose control!
I was never the one, the one to say
the things you say
Never seem to wander what you say
You think you've got your life completely in control
You've got alot to learn, the bridge you burned
Its gonna take its toll!!! Pay the burnt bridge toll!!!
So practice what you preach!
Practice what you preach! (3 times)
You think your lifes so grand
You don't believe a word you say
Your feet arn't on the ground
You let your life just slip away
Just so uncertain of your body and your soul
The promises you make, your mind goes blank
And then you loose control
Pay the burnt bridge toll, then you loose control,
Pay the burnt bridge toll, So practice what you preach
Practice what you preach (3 times)
The Ballad
By
Testament
I'm not one to say
Where my feelings are going when they wither away
I pray to see another day
My heart's feeling like a needle lost in the hay
Restrained to meet again
My friend do you think that we ever will
I know we are free....................
The games are played with your life on the line
Some lose, you win if you keep on tryin
I dont mind doin the time, I'm hapier being alive
Now I know the means to my opressionwere all lies
The only truth is your own most sacred lesson I've ever learned
I know we are free...............................
I've been robbed, I've been fooled
I intened now to make my own rules
Dagger's edge cut the line, I've been down that road
To many times
Whats to fear, fear no more
Show my conscience what fear's for
Now I know this is so real
Whats done is done so do as you will!
I'm keeping alive! Go on, no don't look back
Just realize where you've gone
Where are you going to, No lifes not done with you
You've only just begun, to live your life,
for you.....................................
Temptation
By
The Tea Party
Driven by restrained desire
I want what I need
Shaking as her sex takes hold
I've lost all control
Drowning in a sea of rage
I taste the embrace
Helpless as it steals my soul
I've lost all control
We exist in a world where the fear of
Illusion is real
And we cling to the past to deny and confuse the ideal
Once inside, we conceive and believe in a God we
Can't feel
I can't feel it, I can't feel it
I can't feel
Destined by a fate so cruel
And drugged to delight
I'm laughing as the lies unfold
I've lost all control
Temptation
It never lets me down
Temptation
One foot in the ground
Temptation
You satisfy my soul
Temptation
I've lost all control
Psychopomp
By
The Tea Party
You wanted this
So sad to see
The sweet decay
Of ecstacy
And you want it all
A frozen sun
Will guide you there
As shadows hide
The deep despair
I'll give you something more
And you'll fade away
One last kiss before
You fade away
So sleep tonight
In idle dreams
The pain will drown
Your silent screams
And you want it all
I'll give you something more
And you'll fade away
One last kiss before
You fade away
Lives you once adored
Will fade away
Lies you can't ignore
You soon repay
As you fade away.
