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Off in the Distance
Each man is the bard of his own existence.
-- Cormac McCarthy
He tells the story of his life in his own mind
because that is all he has,
awareness like the wake of a waterbug
across a green pool, the tracing lines giving
the appearance of something larger,
but never touching the depths.
His life begins at four with the sound
of the clock. He can remember turning
it off and making the bed, but of his
actual rising he has no recollection.
He stands to urinate with the heel of
his hand pressed against the same spot
so the paint has worn like the handprints
painted on those ancient caves. He
sits with his coffee in a chair covered
with terrycloth to hold in the foam,
watches the streetlight reflect off the cars
in the lot outside. After his shower
he stands behind the house in the dark,
feeling the July heat still held in the
concrete with his bare feet, smokes as
the rabbits bolt and jump beneath the
crabapple trees. He goes to his work.
In the evening he toasts two slices of bread
and opens a can of sardines.
He places the filets with a fork
and drizzles a little olive oil
from the can upon the bread.
He cuts the sandwich with a butter knife
on the square,
the way his mother did.
There is no love
without distance
And space is pain
And the ground thereof
All of us captured, surrounded
All of us angels, angels
Watching the lightning flash from east to west
Waiting for the Son of Man
Who is forever a wanderer
With no place on this earth
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