....Collected Poems...Halle Linkhauser
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_______________________________________________________ does it everytime every rabbit every squirrel every possum every cat smashed intestines strewn across cement I can't take my eyes off the carnage nearly wrecking the car everytime child abductions school shootings murder suicides abortion clinic bombings do nothing for me but several ants working together to get a large still alive irridescent beatle into a tiny opening in the ground where curb meets pavement splits me wide open as I continue to search the road for fresh smears of recent death DAD FUCKS My father never stuck his COCK in me at least that he eye-fucked me day and night hungrily pushing holes in my sex budding breasts and newly awakened cunt feeling the effects of speedbumps in a Sunday car spewing Streisand I saw his PECKER once interrupted a blowjob RAT A TAT TAT on the bedroom door come in and they hadn't put IT away a pale wilted worm haunting me still big PIG HEAD housing lizard eyes shifting and leering wondering what it would be like to diddle the daughter be a hero be a savior big daddy stud I picture your face between my legs try to get tough try to overcome how disgusting YOU MADE ME the Amish didn't get it all I could see when I approached the baboon cage was a group of Amish people black backs like a wall a family I guess but there is such stifled stillness about those Amish they fascinate me I didn't know whether to watch the monkeys or them suddenly the biggest baboon I think it was a baboon you know the ones with the rainbow asses the biggest baboon on the right began tracing his fingers in something the Amish cooed and clucked about how cute it all was I heard them then we realized that monkey fuck was playing in his own smeared shit the Amish clucking stopped and really working the crowd now the baboon began to eat the shit defiantly making eye contact with all us free fucks out there really excited now he reared up and began pulling his dick one hand after the other in a milking fashion an odd way to jack off I'd never seen it done that way but it worked eight strokes back arched the monkey came all over the smeared shit and then wait then grabbed a scoop of the shit semen goulash threw it down the old hatch and charged the glass the show was over crazy monkey eyes watched us for reactions it was the greatest thing I'd ever seen but the Amish more stifled than before ushered their kids away I couldn't believe it I thought if anybody would understand it would be those Amish fucks eat shit wheel cocksucking pigfucker under the door like an oily substance spreading and spreading until there is nothing left but this black shit all over my toes up to my knees insidious fuck it's all about you happy now? fall down spindly words sparingly used pushed up on shaky sticks small supports for the shy within this word here no there one wrong move card house collapses all fall down virgin masturbator she parted her pretty petals expecting a miracle tentatively touching the tiny bean something sputtered fizzled then stopped hardly spent wondering is THAT what all the women are whining about this is how those fuckers feel today I was a Kenyan legs elongated skin turned blue black smooth as marble pulverizing the sun with each pounding step a prayer my grin grew larger wider brighter until oncoming cars stopped they couldn't see past my teeth so this is how those fuckers feel running barefoot across dirt and stones smoldering savanna heat so hot you can see the thickness of it tiger crouched in wonder as the crazy Kenyan floats by what the fuck was that I guess the stakes are higher but today I was a Kenyan and those bastards always win wednesday panic off to the big goon's house with the crazy biting dog and the crazy biting sister only a step no distractions this time no Gary no homework only loads and loads of dirty underwear him eyeing me sidelong glancing me out of my skin out of my clothes endlessly washing and churning knowing this time with my fucked up groin there's no running away even if I have to Return To Other Poets This site sponsered by 
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