My Writings

I want someone that will give me a kiss when I first see him and someone that gives me a million kisses in one night. I want someone that will play with my puppy and my baby brother. I want someone that dares to ask to meet my dad, because they are gonna have to take a lot of shit. I want someone that can take shit and dish it out just the same. I want someone that calls when they say they will, even if it's just to say "I'm calling, but I can't talk long, but I said I'd call." I want someone that will hear my sleeping and check just to make sure I'm covered up. Someone that will bring me a heated up can of chicken noodle soup when I rarely catch a cold. I want someone I can shoot pool with, someone to go camping with and someone to take a road trip with just to get away from it. I want someone I can pop ANY CD into the player and they can sing with me. And occasionally on that slow song, grab my hand and dance with me in the living room. I want someone that sees me writing and just sits behind me to let me know he's there. Then when I'm done, I can turn around, lay my head on his knee and he just gently strokes my hair laying in his lap. I want someone I can practice my wrestling "skills" with, someone I can cry on their shoulder, and someone that holds me when another tragedy strikes my luckless family. I don't need a fast car or any sort of material processions or even a dozen roses on a "special occasion." I don't need a fancy dinner or grand nights on the town, unless that grand night includes a rave, some grass, some snow, a euphoric that enjoys orange juice and later on a rain coat. I want someone that will just once send me a card in the mail that simply say "thinking of you." I want someone that will see me doing the dishes and offer to dry them, and then get into a towel fight with me. I just wanna have fun. I want someone that out of the blue offers to give me a shoulder rub because nine times out of ten I've probably already given him at least a few. I want someone that doesn't' expect me to financially support them, but doesn't hesitate to ask if they are in a bind. I want someone I can watch a porno with and someone that will make one with me. I want someone that will show up at my front door with a bunch of old movies, a case of beer, a bowl and cuddle with me all night. I want someone that will go with me, my best friend and her boyfriend to Loss Valley Lake Resort. I want someone that will stand up to my best friends boyfriend when he acts like a child just to make me feel like shit. I want someone that would leave their childhood stuffed animal at my house so I have something to hold when he can't be there. I want someone that will simply wink at me when we are conversating with other people at a party. I want someone that can just hug and kiss during an early morning shower when we are both getting ready for work. I want someone to tuck me in when he leaves to go home at night or off to work in the morning and I get to sleep in. I want someone that will show up at my work when I get off and be standing at my car, smiling and just give me a huge bear hug and a kiss on the top of the head. I want someone that can recite entire "stoner" movies with me and smoke a bowl at the same time the people in the movie are. I want someone that will draw a heart with his name in the steam on my mirror after he takes a shower so the next time I take one I know he's thinking about me. I want someone that will sit and play poker with me all night long for sexual favors. I want someone that will sit with me on my back porch, under the stars and talk about the ‘80's . I want someone that will take me to strip clubs a few times so I can hit on the girl with him. I want someone that would help me color the "house" of the teddy beat my sister gave me at graduation. I want someone that would help me take on a summer project like fixing my balcony or redecorating my room. I want someone that after a while would bring me a tape of mixed songs that makes me smile or makes him think of me. I want someone that has his own friends, and his own life away from me, but still has a way of making sure I know he's thinking about me. I want someone that will go to the car wash with me at two in the morning just to wash one of our cars and end up soaking each other and kisses on the hood of the car. I want someone that doesn't expect oral pleasure every night during my time of the month, but who's okay with just cuddling with me and bringing me a heat pad during a bad month and a bad day. I want someone that will every once in a while whisper in my ear that I"m beautiful (I'll even settle for cute) while we are having sex. I want someone that I can learn from, like politics or automobiles or just anything. I want someone that will leave a shirt at my house and when I call to tell him, he just says "It's okay, keep it, it will look better on you anyway." This is what I want, and this is what I can and will give and so much more!!!!