7/11
"Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday"
-"Wonderful" by Everclear
I've come to realize that no matter how hard you try or how good in life you have it, you'll never be completely happy.
There is always going to be something nagging at you, whether it be a person, a secret, or yourself. What you picture
you'd like to have happen is just that, a picture. A fraction of it might happen if you're lucky, but it will never be exactally
like you want it. There are always going to be other elements going against you. I know this all too well. There are so
many things going on in my life and so many things I'd like to have happen and so many things I'd like to change, but
can't. Maybe in the future I can. There are some things that I'd like to have happen more then anything. People I'd like to
get to know better and things I'd like to try. Hopefully one day I'll get my fraction. But until then......
with hopeful kisses,
Mistress Batty ^..^
