09-22-00 Friday

~Don't push love away, you know you do~

I'm dead tired. These past few days have been crazy/confusing/tiring/fun. I started college Wednesday. Boy is that somethin'. I had English and theatre scheduled for that day. I knew where I had to go for Eng. cause Nicole and I had gone exploring the day before. And I kinda knew what building my theatre was in. It really wasn't so hard to find things. I ran into Laura M. (I met her through Jen) We discovered that we have theatre and UVC together. Then Laura introduced me to this girl Alexandria. I knew her way back in middle school...We chilled on Thursday. I had ALL my classes that day. And an hour break between UVC and math. So Alexandria and I hung out in Reed Hall. I ran into Rachel C. in Galvin, and she joined us at Reed. See, Alexandria and I get out of UVC at 12:10, and neither of us have another class until 1:30...Rachel doesn't either. So ya...anyway, I came home yesterday, and fell asleep for a couple of hours. Did the same today too. But I only slept for a little while because I had my first day of work.

~watch your mouth~

Work...is the bomb. I love working at Gadzooks. At least the first day was great. Kim, Tony and I...lots of fun. I get so tired though. Cause it's so much fun that I jump around all the time. Or dance...the music they have...is usually pretty good. I got into a perfume fight with Tony. I can still smell the crap he sprayed on me. I've known Tony for awhile. Not very well though. He's a pretty nice guy. The atmosphere is really laid back and comfortable. College is like that too. It's just so great. I feel like I'm on top of the world right now. But that scares me a bit. Cause it means the only way to go is down. (Think positive) I have a feeling I'm going to spend WAY too much money on Christmas presents this year. (sinister smile...rubbing hands together) But between school and work...the page is going to suffer. Because on top of all that, I have homework, (I frickin had to write a paper for English the first day!!!) and devotions (important) I'll maybe update once a week. If I have time. If not...I highly doubt anyone will care. Well, I take that back. Goo might. I'm so tired.

~I confessed my love in an animalistic manner~

My math professor is so hilarious. He's Indian...(like India not Native American) He cracks me up. It's hard to understand him #1. #2, he says the quirkiest things. He calls homework..."home fun". And he pronounces things weird. My theatre professor is Russian. She mixes up her sentences...but I think foreign teachers are good. They keep my attention. Cause they're harder to understand. My english professor is kinda boring...and UVC...that professor is very energetic. He's bouncy. And he cracks a lot of jokes. And that's about it...

~and then we go about our seperate lives~

I'm so paranoid. I'm scared to work with Ben. The whole idea freaks me out. I don't want this "crush" to get any bigger. I'm trying to stop thinking about boys altogether. Quite a task...and man...DANG! This just isn't going to work. Poo. I haven't talked to James and the boys very much lately... (frowny face) He would yell at me for being stupid and crushing on someone that I barely know...ok no. He'd make fun of me..."BEEEEEN!!!!" He's so mean. (j/k) I miss chillin with my boys. It's been me and a bunch of different girls...Nicole, Laura, Alexandria, Rachel, Natalie...no boys...I thrive on those boys. They make me feel good about myself. and I take care of them...Their problems...I give them advice and listen...and they do the same for me. I miss them. I've been chatting with Dan a bit. He's...a lot cooler...he's more open. You know...you were right Kir. This Eve6 cd is nothing but sex...sheesh. and I'm spent. I need to go to bed...and stop thinking about the male species. I need to do my math...and read a play...and two editorials. and Dan is making fun of me. So I'm out.

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