09-14-00 Thursday


~He's on the brink of fading now.~

Ahem, it's been an awful day. It was so ugly outside today. Dark, and cloudy...then it rained. Ugh, it makes me feel poopy. I sat on the couch ALL day. Watched a lot of television. Got 3 calls. First Nicole called to remind me to meet her at 6pm so we could go work out. Then James called at around 3:30...for no particular reason...He asked me about this girl that Goo is taking to Homecoming. He (Goo) just informed me that he broke up with his girlfriend. Anyhow...Then Chris called at about 5. I had just exited the shower, and I didn't have a shirt on...so I grabbed my sweatshirt and ran for the phone (no one else was home)...So I'm standing there...half naked...and he's like, "hey, what are you up to?" and I (disenchanted already) said "SIGH, getting ready to leave." and he's like, "so am I. I have football practice. yadda yadda" Then he says, "well I'll let you go then." and I'm like, "ya sure what ever." "ok...bye." CLICK! Good Lord, can't he take a hint? Maybe if he was Keanu Reeves...and not some seventeen year old, football playing, obsessive, X-boyfriend. Or even Brandon from Incubus...but Chris just makes me sick. I want to smack some sense into him. But all I can do is be mean. Grrr. Talk about frustrating.

~You reached in your pocket and pulled out a pass that says 'you can take me anywhere'~ [Keanu] giggle

So I went and got my books for school yesterday (I think...) 6 books for 4 classes. That's poo. It was over $200. WHY??? What is the purpose? I think it's just a waste. But it's done. I have my UVC book (a class that, in my opinion, is absolutely retarded. It teaches you how to be a college student?!?!) and I have my math book, 2 english books, and 2 theatre books. Oh boy. I WAS excited. About amonth ago. But now that it's crunch time, I'm wishing that school wasn't starting next week. Oh bother.

~Why can't you make up your mind? Shut your mouth~

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