05-06-00 Saturday


Hello...I'm awake...really I am. I'm a bit groggy. Not exactly sure why. I've been watching tv since I woke up this morning. Just thinkin' about everything that's happened since I last updated.

Hmmm. I am proud of myself. I actually had a conversation with Dan. No screaming...I didn't hurt him. I'm proud...We were chillin' in the courtyard...and he decided to tell Joe and I about his experience with a certain golf cart...and a tree?!?! He's still the same person. Even though he enjoys announcing that he's stopped drinking. Neither Joe or I really acknowledged when he said it (3 or 4 times) I think he was trying to prove a point. All I know is...I'm glad that I grew past the stage of "I hate him and I'm never going to talk to him again". I honestly don't care if he's stopped drinking. I don't believe him. I mean...he's not that bad of a guy...and maybe he HAS stopped (I don't believe him because he's said it before...and stopped for like a month or two then went right back to it) I just don't want to struggle with it any longer. I know that I can walk up to him and talk to him if I want. I know that there aren't anymore hard feelings...and that's good enough for me.

Ahhh...yes. The "random guy night". Jen called me Thursday...we went to Tyler E's to say hi. Then we went to the playground. And this is why I miss Jen. We talked about everything. I can't even list all the things we talked about. It's hard to talk about. I love Jen so much. But one thing I do want to mention that we talked about how awesome Tyler is. (this would be Stubbs) He's done a lot for the two of us...and I know that I take him for granted sometimes. So...thank you Tyler. But ya...random guy night. There were some scary older men hanging out at the playground...and the fry guy at Kewpee. (he wanted Jen in the worst way.) and then...she almost hit some guy in my neighborhood. It was hilarious.

Last night I went shopping with Laurie. She is my official shopping partner. I don't have any other friends who shop as much as I do besides Laurie. We took her little sister Vanessa. I'm just no good with kids...but she's a cutie. She had me rollin'. Then Laurie and I decided to go see a movie. It was girl's night out. We planned on seeing that new Julia Roberts flick. But we got there too late. We saw Gladiators. I thought it was pretty good. Kinda sad. It was one of those Roman type things. Lots of blood. Lots of gore. I don't think Laurie liked it so much. But at least she was with me and not partying. I'm glad. *sigh* so that's it. I'm in a rush so there aren't any wonderful song lyrics. (awe...poopy.) No big frills...just the facts. and now it's time to go eat lunch.


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