For Tim: I'll Love You Forever

I smelled you
the other day.
Call it crazy.
I would do the same.
But I've been
thinking about you
lately
in strange corners
of my brain.
The things that we had.
The things I could have
changed.
I miss you.
It's hard to believe
after all that
we went through.
But I honestly do.
And it's funny
that it was so serious
at the time.
Which is what's so hilarious
in the end.
Hindsight is always
20/20
and I've reflected
upon our past.
Wondered why
we didn't last.
The mistakes I made,
the mistakes you made
were all the same.
Which is why I think
we're equally to blame.
Forgiveness is divine
so I wish you'd just
give up the fight.
And I think tonight
I'll dream
of how sweet
life used to be.
When worries
were little
insignificant things
because I had you
and you had me.
Since the bruises
have healed,
and the scars
have all sealed,
I honesltly miss you
and I wish you
everlasting happiness.
I'll cherish the time
we had together
and I swear
somewhere inside,
I'll love you forever.

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