06-09-00 Friday Dedicated to all the Swingers (you know who you are)


There seems to be a pattern here. It's Friday, and I'm home again. I know that I could do something. There's always someone I could call. I was thinking about calling James. He seems like a good candidate for a Friday night excursion. He hasn't seen my hair yet. *sigh* I cut it all off. I mean, I talked about getting a butch cut for awhile. And I talked about dying it pink. I never really took myself seriously. Then I found this awesome picture of Gwen Stefani with short hair...So I flew by the seat of my pants to the salon...and said, wack it all off. They did a pretty good job. I mean it's not THAT bad. I like it now. But I got it done right before youth group and it looked funny. I didn't get a chance to fix it, and it was just bad. Everyone's like, "it's cute!" but I wasn't very happy with it. But now it's ok. It looks decent. Cause I spiked it and sprayed the crap out of it. I look like a fairy. I guess it's a cross between tinkerbelle and that one Dixie Chick. Oh well. Hair grows.

~I fell in love with a baked potato, that's when I started to dance...in France.~

So youth group was fun. It was Allies. So two other churches were there. Shawnee Alliance and one other...but I can't remember. I got to see Danny!!! We of course went to Arby's...that's always fun. Kir was upset about Matt. I just have nothing else to say to her about it that she doesn't already know. Nicole's like, "She should tell him, 'I had to choose between Heaven and you...guess what I picked...'" I don't know. When I first showed up, I got my chicken breast sammich, and I went to sit down. I look around and see Luke. I haven't talked to him much since we had that fight in the library. So I sat down next to him. Surprisingly, when Jon gets there, he sits down across from me. (Which is exactly the same thing that happened that one night with James.) Ironic...I remember, before he and I got hooked up, one night he sat across from me there (the same seat!) That was the Captain Obvious conversation. WOW! weird...anyhow, Jon sits down, and I get up to get some napkins (I'm the napkin queen) I come back and he was drinking my jamocha shake. He's like, "that's good!" So he goes to get one of his own. I guess the machine broke...cause he came back and told me to come up to the counter and wait with him while they fixed it. So I stood there with him...it took like 10 minutes. And he just stood there...I wanted him to say something. Like...I don't know. Like, "So, how about you and I hook up!" Only NO! He's much too shy. So we sat back down. Tyler comes over and informs Jon that he, and Mille are going to Evan's to watch 3 Kings. Jon decides to go too. (I don't think he had a choice) He looks at me and says, "Did you hear him? We're going to Evan's." I'm like, "I wasn't invited. You were." So he looks at Tyler and says, "Laura's coming too." and Tyler's like, "No, she's taking Nicole home so I can go." So he asked Nicole if she was going, and she hadn't been listening. So he's like "nevermind". Nicole and I go to leave a little after the boys did. We head for my car and run into Danny on the way. He gave me a really great hug. And that was all I needed. It let me know that he totally understood me the other night. And everything was ok. He's...such an awesome guy. I love him so much!

~pack it up pack it in, let me begin. I came to win, battle me that's a sin.~

We decided last minute to go to Evan's. Even though we would miss half of the movie. Nicole wanted to see Tyler, and I didn't mind a little time with Jon. We show up out of nowhere. It was a big surprise. Only we didn't get the reaction we'd hoped for. Jon didn't even get up. He and Tyler were already squished on the loveseat, and I had to push in between them. Tyler got up and I sort of spread myself across the couch and Jon. Nothing. No reaction what-so-ever. That kinda sucked. I don't know anymore. Maybe it's the hair. HA I always have to blame something. Who knows...

~Silence is not the way. We need to talk about it.~

Hopefully I can find the answers. and maybe something to do tonight.

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