Nothin' to do with meaning...


07-12-03

~How long has it been since someone you let in has given what I gave to you?~

So! It's late late Saturday night. I actually did something. Not that it was anything spectacular. Especially since I do believe the only reason I was invited was because the underagers needed booze again. Adam called late this afternoon. I was preoccupied with something...I think the music was up really loud. And so I missed the call but found the message later. He was having a bon fire tonight. (still is for that matter. I'm sure it's still going on.) So I called him back to say I'd stop by. He informed me that they found someone else to get booze. Stoner...I mentioned him before not too long ago for the same reason. Anyhow, he talked to him and told him that I was coming over. So Stoner told him to have me call him when I got there. Anyhow, long story short, I got over there and Adam took me along with him to pick up Jason and some alcohol. Yes, I saw Stoner again for the first time in several years. That was...interesting. I don't even know what to say about it. He was hanging out with his typical crowd...stepped out for a joyride with us to the store. He seemed...surprised? The first thing he asked me was if I still went to church. I said no. I should have said that it doesn't mean I don't still believe in God. Then I pulled out a cigarette and he was like, "woah, you smoke? Do you smoke pot now too?" I said, "I've been known to on an occasion." Then he started laughing and was like, "dude, I never thought I'd see you ever again. This is crazy. You're flippin' me out." He's a trip. It was quite entertaining. Mostly cause I caught him checkin' me out like 12 times. Anyhow, we took him back home. As he was getting out of the van, he said, "hey if you wanna hang out sometime...smoke it up." I said, "ya that's cool." Gave him my number. I'm sure he won't call. Honestly, I could live without hanging out with Jason and his posse of friends all clad in black. It reminds me too much of Tim. Only 100X worse if you can believe that. Anyhow, we headed back to Adam's. I taught the younguns how to make buttery nipple shots. Then me and a few others stood around the bon fire for a bit and I took off. It really wasn't my group of people. I'm a little older than most of the kids there were. Plus AJ was there. And I don't know...but he kind of makes me uncomfortable now. I guess it's just because everyone took that little crush way overboard. I'm sure he knows about it...and ya. Weirdness. All I have to say is that I've got better chances with the hot BP guy.

~Things just get so crazy. Livin' life gets hard to do and I would gladly hit the road. Get up and go if I knew that someday it would lead me back to you.~

Yup...Oh, I've been working on downloading the Mraz show that I went to at Bogarts. I love people who tape shows and put them on the internet. It's great. Although it's taken a lot of hard work and time. I had to download a conversion program because the show files are in shn (shorten) form. It's kind of like a zip file. Like a compressed file. Anyhow, it's taking forever to download each section. I only have 9 out of 14 tracks so far downloaded and converted to wave files. It's taken approximately a half an hour to 45 minutes per file...So ya, I'm bored with it already. But it'll all be worth it in the end. It's funny to listen to these bits of the show when I was actually there. Cause the show kicked ass...and both Toca and Mraz were hilarious. I want to download the Maroon 5 set too. But I think I'll wait awhile. It's a slow and tedious process. I did download their cover of Closer though. Cause it was killer. That was such a great show. I will share it with any and everyone who lets me. I might just shove it down your throat. It was THAT good. We'll see if I can put some of those files on the page. That would be good fun. Actually, since I teach myself how to do things like that...it'll probably piss me off. I'll get frustrated...hit something...flip off the computer. I do that a lot. I did that all day while I was trying to figure out the conversion program. That was a pain in the ass. The things I do for Mraz...Well, DAMMIT! I was just about to say, "well, I'm off to bed". But Ben just came on IM so I guess I'll talk to him for a bit. I think I pissed him off the other day. I was really rude...but dammit, I get that way when people don't do what I want them to. I'm gonna get myself in trouble.

~Do you know which one I am? I am the cigarette smokin' man. Once an hour I light the flower and burn baby burn.~

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