Wake up wake up it's the first of the month...


07-01-03 11:53pm

~my intentions are practical inventions...~

Another sleepless night...another wasted day. Well, not really. I did get 3 replies to the resume that I posted on monsterjobs dot com. Nothing really super interesting. One was independent ad sales for the yellow pages...I don't remember the other two. So I stayed up all night reading that damn trashy vampire novel. And when mom woke up this morning some time around 4am, I got into a heated discussion with her about all of my bullshit. Eventually it just turned into me bawling on her shoulder. Moms are good for that sort of thing. Slept the day away...Laurie came over tonight to work on her resume. Seems like everybody either needs a job or wants a new one. So she and I are supposedly going hunting tomorrow. But she has to work, and she has a dentist appointment. So who knows how that's going to pan out. As we were sitting here, Adam called me. Wasn't really expecting that one. He's like, "ya, we're just sittin' around having a party cause my grandparents are in Florida. You should come out and buy us some booze." I see how it is. They keep me around as the older chick who can purchase alcohol for their underaged asses. He said he was joking...but I don't believe it. Laurie said I should mark it up 50% more than the price of the alcohol so I gain a bit of a profit. Which was a good idea. Dirty but good. We did end up stopping out there for awhile. I wasn't going to stay very long in the first place. I guess it took us too long to get out there because they had already called this other guy to go for a booze run. It's funny...cause he was in our graduating class before he dropped out. Stoner...only Stoner...anyhow, it wasn't much of a party. Not compared to the shindig at TJ's last weekend at least. It's always fun hanging out with those boys even though they make me feel old.

~I think there's so much more than this...~

I talked to Jesse last night. Mr. Scott Allen Miller hit someone. Literally hit this guy. Backed right into him. From what Jesse says, Scott's not the best driver. But they let him drive and took a trip up to some lighthouse. When they got there, they decided not to stay because apparently it was a touristy type of hangout. Yet they drove 3 hours to get there. Nice! So as Scott was backing out of his parking space, Jess and his brother Ryan were joking around about something and Scott backed right into this guy who was trying to take a picture of his family. Nobody was seriously injured...they exchanged words but the guy just told Scott to watch where he was going. Then Scott freaked out on Jesse and Ryan claiming that they were distracting him. It's a lot funnier when Jesse tells the story. I just thought I'd mention it since everyone seems to be getting into accidents lately. Be careful people. The world is a dangerous place. I let the cat out of the bag and told Jess that I was thinking about going up there for his show in Detroit. I still don't know if I will. Talked to Rob about it a little at Adam's tonight. Invited a few of the boys. No one was really too interested. I think it'll be a pretty decent time. I shouldn't have said anything to Jesse though. He got a little too excited about it. But he's easily excitable. Talking about making a weekend out of it. Like I could come up for the show and then drive 3 more hours to his place and then stay or something to that effect. I don't know. I should have just surprised him. But he did say that he'd get me in for free. Not like it's a super expensive show or anything but less dinero out of my pocket is always a plus. We got to talking about my run in with TJ...strange. Jess and I used to talk about everything but I feel weird now. I told him how TJ kept asking questions about my X's and how he asked who the guy I brought with me to the theater was. He thought that was pretty funny. He said that he had noticed that TJ was being oddly "protective" over me when we ran into him there. Jesse likes to analyze things the way I do but he goes about it differently. Obviously because he's male. It was interesting to see things from a male perspective though. I would try to explain it but Jesse's thought process is just too complicated for my tired ass right now.

~there's something in the way you laugh that makes me feel like a child...~

So anyhow, dad's on vacation now and he's made it a point to make sure that I'm up by 8am tomorrow morning. He claims he's crackin' the whip around here. Which is fine cause it's going to take a whip being cracked before I stop procrastinating. He said that if I don't get up the first time he calls he's going to dump a bucket of extremely cold water on my head. oooooh threats are gonna get you REAL far. Honestly, he probably won't be out of bed by then. Whatever...he also asked me what the letter addressed to Tim was all about. Yes, it has been sent. I have balls. But I had to tell him that I was just requesting that Tim send me the rest of my stuff. When truthfully, it's none of his business...so I didn't feel bad for lying. And I don't feel bad for not blabbing about it here because it's none of your business either. On that note, I think I'm going to go to bed. Watch Conan first, then go to bed. Right!

~It's something like, I apologize. It's something I still can't decide. But I know it gets better. It only gets better.~

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