01-31-00

I am out of it today. I can't even begin to describe... We had a one hour delay which screwed up the class schedule. Plus, the seniors had "senior intervention". The school is making us prepare for the 12th grade proficiency tests. That really messed me up.

~you fondle my trigger then you blame my gun~

I skipped out of studyhall and chilled in the choir room before lunch. (yes, I'm a big dumb choir nerd.) Joe and I reminisced about last year. It was good fun. I laughed, I cried. It's so funny... He predicted my whole thing with Dan. I suppose I should have done something about it then. Maybe I'd be in a better position. (no I wouldn't. I have to make everything harder than it really is.) Joe seems to think that I still have some sort of a chance with Dan. but, I just... I can't wait around for someone. Especially with prom just around the corner. and Kirsten says I don't even belong with Dan. She says he's not good for me. Ok, so he has some problems... bad habits... an extremely large ego... whatever. I seem to be attracted to guys like that. Different folks, different strokes.
I know I had something else to say.
I told Nicole that I'd call her. I better do it before I forget. Maybe I can convince her to browse with me at the mall. (I don't feel like sitting around on my bum.)

~can you take me higher~

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