02-07-00 Monday

The first day of proficiencies...
It kicked my butt.
Well, I suppose it wasn't so bad. It was only the writing part. I'm just disappointed in myself. I always think I can do better. I'm in desperate need of shopping time. and seeing as I have no cash. (no job=no cash) I have to ask Mommy if we can go shopping. She's not always thrilled by this. So I hate to ask. but I did. and she said give her awhile. (that could mean an hour to a month)

~well I don't know you, you don't know me. but I can show you where is the beat.
and you can do as you feel, as long as you move.
Two perfect strangers sharin' a groove.~

I am completely and utterly shocked. I was informed today that a certain couple broke up. That certain couple being Dan and Danae. That was good enough news. But it gets better. I asked Nicole about it. (she's the one who told me) Danae told her that Dan talks about me ALL the time. (Andrea said the same thing) "Laura called me." "that sounds like something Laura would say" etc. I guess it really pissed her off. So Danae said, "Since you talk about her so much, why don't you just go out with HER." but I haven't spoken to him since last week. I still elated. Thoroughly pleased. (not that I broke them up. that wasn't my fault) I just feel like I'm back in the game again... Like I still have a chance.

~we'll make it up to you in the year 2000~

I went shopping with Mommy. It was nice. We don't get girl time very often. but... back to what I was rambling about before. (I could talk about Dan for days) I probably shouldn't. I wouldn't want to bore you to death. What I should do is update my poems again, then call Nicole and talk to her about it. (I would call Dan but he has karate tonight.) grrrr.

~sex, drugs, and image is just enough to get you by in the real world~


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