02-06-00 Sunday

I had a wonderful time at Nicole's co-ed sleepover last night. and... I must say, Twister is like the best game on earth. We played Twister, Life, and watched Wayne's World. I ate so much pizza, I think I could explode. I haven't had that much fun in a long time. The 4 of us sat and talked. but conversation always tends to turn in the direction I don't want it to. When Rob brought up his trip to the movies with his girlfriend, James, and James' new girlie... I wanted to disappear. The fact that he suddenly has a new girlfriend doesn't bother me. I just don't like to talk about him. People associate the two of us, and we don't even talk to each other anymore. After we broke up, he became this obnoxious, childish... Man, I don't enjoy blasting him, but for cryin' out loud. Rob jumps into this story about James making out with this girl on the couch and he said he was dying laughing. (that's another story) and it takes me back to when James explained that he had this reputation of being a pimp... he said he didn't like being that way, and he wanted a serious relationship. (which is what I was looking for) but I obviously never got it. That's mainly why we broke. (not to mention my feelings for Dan) but the point is, now he's back in the old habit again, and it upsets me. It's not like I never had feelings for James. I'm not a cold-hearted witch. (all the time... that was a joke.) I did like him. but he has this immature streak that I couldn't get past. In a way, it was probably good for me (because I'm an uptight snob... another joke) but being in a relationship means more to me than making out on the couch.

~excuse me if I tried and failed~

I think I'll have a guestbook up shortly. With the help of my wonderful friend Mille, I found out how to get one. So feel free to put your own piece in the page. Sign the book people. Prove that I have friends. (and enemies I'm sure.) and don't forget to e-mail with your comments. They're much appreciated. (especially when things aren't working right and I need to tweak them)

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