02-17-00 Thursday

I started an entry the other night. But it ended up being pretty harsh. So I never posted it. It was directed to James, and honestly, I'm glad I kept it to myself. He decided to ruin my holiday spirit. but that's ok I still had a good Valentine's Day. We got cancelled. It might have been nice if I wasn't sick... all week! The doctor says I'm here until Tuesday. *sigh* no more day-time TV puhleeeze! at least some friends brought me holiday cheer. I got goodies from Leigh, Diane, and Tyler (hand delivered.) That was wonderfully uplifting. I want to go to school though. I've missed 5-6 tests. and I'm so behind. It's pretty bad when I'd rather be there than lounging on the couch soaking up attention and affection here. That's just the thing. I wouldn't mind it so much if those things were involved. but all I've gotten since the doctor announced my upper-respiratory infection is hell. I'm just an inconvenience. (and anyone who knows me, knows I hate being inconvenient.)

~I'm feelin' so good. I knew that I would. Been takin' care of myself like I should.~

I was this close to asking Dan to prom earlier. But dad has been on my case since he got home. He claims I should be under a blanket, sweating, with tissues etc. Even though I feel so much better when I'm up doing something. So he yelled at me while I was talking to Dan. I felt so small... Why does my family insist on being a thorn in my side? Is it possible to be kind to kin? Sometimes I wonder. But I'm over it, and I'll have to ask Dan later.

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