12-08-00 Friday

~we could spend the night, watch the earth come up. I've grown tired of that place. We could start again.~

So I suppose I should think of something good to say in this entry since the last one was just a bunch of crap. Hmmm. Let's see, finals...I know you're all concerned about how well I did on my finals. Well, I didn't have to take Theatre...cause...I didn't. And UVC was stupid just like the whole class was...and I probably really screwed it up because I never went to class. English was...easy. And math...well, we'll just say that I don't think I'll be passing that class. What do I expect??? Not much obviously. haha seriously, it was like a brutal massacre. Awful. But I've always sucked at math. Lisa and I have this whole big plan that spring quarter, she's gonna take math with me (cause I can take it over...there's this thing called freshman forgiveness) and I'm gonna take sociology with her. (cause she screwed up in that class like I did with math.) Then on top of that, I can take choir...and one other class. Maybe something else too. Cause I'm pretty sure that the credit for math (that I lack) will pose a problem with the switching from a freshman to a sophomore. YA! I'm good. No. Actually more like L-A-M-E!

~All I wanna do is make love to you...~

Don't ask why I'm listening to The Best of Heart. So...Tuesday was when I took my last final. I'm off now, until January 2nd. (I know...that blows...right after New Years...guess there won't be any serious parties for me...like that would happen...I'm such a loser) Anyhow, Tuesday was my stupid day. Let me explain. I showed up late for my final. (but I wasn't the only one) so me and two other girls got lectured by some substitute math professor (cause ours was out of the country...ya, they have Christmas in India?!?! I know, I'm a smartass) Anyhow, she told us to meet her in this math room thingy...we go there...and sit for like a half an hour waiting for her to finish up with those who came at the proper time for the test. In walks Brad...so I waved. I guess he had a math test to take...Mr. math 130!!! man...what's up with math genius'??? I suck. So ya, we're all taking our finals, he finishes (i see these things...I don't know why) gets up, has to walk past me to leave...so he taps me on the shoulder. (sweet jesture...makes me feel like someone knows I'm alive) anyhow, I was thinking...Lisa would die!!! I finished up about 20 minutes later, get my crap and leave. Take the elevator down to the 1st level turn right to head out the door...see earpierce Chris and Brad getting up from the lobby just as I was headed out the side door. They walked out the front door, so we kind of crossed paths. I said hello (to Brad, cause Sterns has officially been dubbed "shady". We don't like him...cause he likes Kris...we're so mature.) Ya, I said hi to Brad and he asked how I did on the test. I told him I bombed, and he claimed he did the same. (ya sure) Then I said...well, later man. And he said see ya later. Now...I thought it was funny. Cause sometimes I get mad at Lisa...Miss "I love BRAAAAAD!!!! But I never talk to him". So I'm thinkin', "ya I can't wait for her to hear that I talked to him...and that he tapped my shoulder". So I called her...no she called me later that day...I don't know, but she's all, "Laura, ohmygawd-you'll-never-believe-it!!! I talked to Brad today!!! and he touched my shoulder!" It was all very ironic and funny. Or so I thought. I just think it's hilarious. and I don't know why I talked about this so long.

~Come on home girl, mama cried on the phone. Too soon to lose my baby and my girl should be at home. but try to understand try to understand, try try try to understand...he's a magic man.~

So I worked tonight...about frickin' time I get back to a schedule. It was crazy though. 4-10:30. I'm not used to 6 hour shifts. I of course got a break...which is also unusual. So I got to work with the ever so wonderful Heather and John...everybody loves them...(actually I'm being sarcastic) as Kellie put it today, "They have a terrible work ethic, and I'll be glad when this 2 weeks is over" because, unfortunately for them, they're Christmas help, and will be laid off after the holiday. Although, we do need one more associate...and Kim keeps saying she's not hiring again until spring. I think she still thinks that Kir is staying home. Don't quote me on this, cause I'm not sure...but I think Kim was going to keep Kir after Christmas. Now I'm not sure...I know that Kevin got himself fired (he came in to pick up his check tonight...and told me that I'm the only one he still likes since the whole firing went down....why?!?!) and Erin quit cause she's having problems with school. (I don't blame her...I had those sorts of problems when I was in high school too) Ok, Kev was holiday help...but Erin was a regular associate. So that causes me to assume there's a position open. Maybe Kim decided we can work without one person. I don't know. Anyhow, tonight...everyone stopped in. Ben...I didn't talk to him much. Danielle, she came in with her mom. Kory and James...I almost didn't recognize him...his hair was flat. And this guy Kyle...he's a regular customer...used to come in ALL the time. When I first started there, he was in almost everytime I worked and bought a new Hurley shirt. This boy is obsessed with Hurley. Anyhow, I hadn't seen him in awhile, but he came in tonight...and hung out with up for 2 hours. No joke...Kim wants him to work there. And he filled out an application. She said she could only hire him for the holidays right now though. (smacks head...still confused) But I figure...since Kir is staying at Asbury, maybe she'll keep Kyle. Moving on, this kid is a trip. He's a cool guy. I've talked to him countless times (I said that though, he came in the store all the time) I asked him...one time when he came in, "You know, you come in here a lot...and I don't know your name." I think it was more like me hitting on him. He's got a baby face...so I assumed he was young. Heather got it out of him...he's a junior, and I think he goes to Elida. (cause he knows Tony) But I figured he was younger than that even. He's definitely a cutie. But um...no. It's most probably illegal for me to date him. Plus, he's a lot like AJ in the fact that he's not really interested in girls. He's focused on something else. (laugh) Some girls had been following him around the mall. (that's why he was hiding out in our store for so long) he was complaining that the one girl calls him. For shame!!! Poor thing...he's got a girl who calls him. Pity...Nobody calls me. (though James seems to think we're engaged...) but ya, he's a doll. grr...I'm frustrated again.

~til now, I always got by on my own. I never really cared until I met you.~

Mainly because all the guys that I'm somewhat interested in...there's like a rule or something. None of them like me...and or I can't like them...because of reasons unknown. It's ridiculous. So Lisa and I went into American Eagle the other day, and I realize...wow! I know a whole hell of a lot of people. Kyle (different one) Alicia, DJ, John (nicole's friend), and I think there was one other person in the store...oh yeah Amanda. ALL of these people...one little (and I mean little) store...and I know them all. 4 out of 5 of those people work there. HELLO! Sometimes I hate working in the mall...but then again, it's nice to see all the familiar faces of mall employees. (especially the good looking ones) Security boys who hit on you...and hot guys who work at Cinnabon and Camelott music...that can't be a bad thing. Anyway...to more serious matters. nah. I can't do that to ya. -I- don't even want to think about it...I highly doubt you want to read about it. Before I go, I'd just like to take time to reflect on the lessons we've learned, and then look forward to what's in store.

REFLECT==>Study for finals...cause they're harder than you think.
EXPECT==>crazy phone bills that your parents are forcing you to pay because you make too many long distance calls to Columbus Grove.

~What about love, don't you want someone to care about you??? What about love, don't let it slip away.~

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