12-23-00 Christmas Eve Eve...

~All your metal armor drags me down...~

This has been a very interesting day. And since I've tried...with every source I have...to get a hold of Nicole...and still haven't, I guess she won't be the first to know (other than the people I work with). Lemme start with last night. Ok, I got off work at 5pm. Called Lisa and she asked if I wanted to hit the movie scene with her. I said ya that would be cool. We could invite Brad!!! and the rest of the posse. Wouldn't that be fun?!?! her phone clicks, and she switches over to the other line...comes back and says it was Jen...She asked Lisa if she wanted to go to the movies...(how weird) So we made plans for the 9 o'clock show. I called Brad...no one was there. Got the machine...blah. Then when I got to Lisa's, she called him! How awesome is that? He wasn't home though. She talked to his dad and left a message. So she was all, "AHHH He might call me back! What am I gonna do!" Anyhow, Lisa and I were starving so we went to Hunan for dinner. Then met Aimee and Jen at the theatre. It was pretty funny. We saw Dude, where's my car. And the people we sat next to were...weirdo's...but funny. They kept trying to get me to hit on their younger brother. Before the movie even started...Then, in walks a bunch of guys I know. Kev and Adam B, Rob, Crazy Jon, Eric, and maybe even Doug...Anyhow, they sat close behind us, so I turned around and waved. Watched the movie...which was hilarious...but the plot sucked. We go to leave, and I ran into Nate M on my way out. Said hi, gave him a hug. It was cool. He said, "you know, we should all get together some time." Meaning our whole "group" from high school. That's fine with me. So we walk out of the theatre, and I see Adam and Jon standing there. I run up and bury my hands in Adam's sweatshirt. It was ass cold. So we talked for a bit...but only a bit cause it was cold, and Lisa wanted to go. So Lisa and I left.

~aint no brotha like the k-i-d!~

I worked today...3-11:30 pm. Talk about crazy hours. I'm so tired. It's 1am now, and I have to get up tomorrow at f'n 6AM! I work on Christmas Eve 8-1. That really blows. I'm gonna get like 4 hours of sleep tonight. Anyhow, I go into work...I was running late, so I didn't straighten my hair like I always do. Of course, Tony compliments me...then when John came in...all hell broke loose. He's like, "oh my gosh, you have sexy bed head" (more like not blow dried...frizzy, gel head) "I wanna throw you down right here and rape you" Then it changed from that to, "you know, you have a really nice ass." He grabbed my ass at one point. It was funny...but I was getting a little...I dont' know, wigged out. He was all over me. It was...silly. The boy is 16...hormone central, and he took out his aggression on me. I guess, or so he says, his new girlfriend...isn't quite...up to par yet. So Goo and Andrew stopped in. It was nice to see them. I rarely do anymore. And Goo signed up for the marines. How shibby is that! I'm excited for him, but I don't want him to go. And he's inspired James and Kory to sign up for service too. (sad face) all my boys are gonna leave me...but I don't want to think about that. That's awful. But good for them...oh geez...Laura shut up. Moving on, so Jon (crazy) comes in with Kevin B. They poke around for awhile. Then leave...Jon yells to me on his way out, "we'll be back". In walks Josh B. (Kevin's older brother) with...Doug. I talked to him for a bit. But we weren't supposed to be socializing...so I probably could have been written up about 9 million times today. Blah blah...then Jon came in again. He was standing in the middle of the store talking to Kir, and I was up front with John and Kyle (who had also stopped by. I love Kyle. He cracks me up) Kir comes up to me and says, "hey, go back and talk to Jon." and I'm like, "kay..." So I turn around and sneak up...stand next to him, and he turns nervously...and says, "so hey, what are you doing next Friday?" and I'm like, "nothin...I don't know" and he's like, "you wanna go out...like on a date?" and I'm like..."ya. well, I don't know if I have to work...lemme check the schedule." So I checked...then I'm like, "I work on Friday night til 8pm. But I'm off on Thursday." and he's like..."oh I don't know...I don't get paid til Friday. How bout I come at 8." and I said that was cool. Then he left. It was kinda silly...kinda weird...but I'm really excited. I can't believe...and I dont' know...I've never been on a "real" date before. And it sounds like he's gonna pay and everything...how odd is that?! I'm not used to such treatment. I could be spoiled after this. I don't really know how to approach such a situation. Hell, I'll wing it. so ya, it was a strange but awesome day...there were a bunch of other things I was going to say, but it's late and I'm on icq with about 5 people. so I should get going...put my ass to bed.

~i cannot take this anymore. all these words they make no sense. I found bliss in ignorance.~

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