Snowballs...


08-06-03 12 midnight

~I'm not in love so don't forget, it's just a silly phase I'm goin' through. And just because I call you up don't get me wrong don't think you got it made. I'm not in love. No. It's because I said...I'd like to see you but then again it doesn't mean you mean that much to me. So if I call you, don't make a fuss and tell your friends about the two of us.~

Tori Amos is fabulous. Mmm, so is salad with ranch dressing. Hmm, let's see. What did I do yesterday? Good question. I got up and worked out. Thanks to the medicine I took last night, I got up before noon. HOLYSHIT! Ya, so I worked out and watched some re-runs. Then Laurie called to see what I was up to. She asked if I'd come over later and help prepare for hanging wall paper. OH! I was watching some show on VH1. I heard Tears In Heaven and decided that I HAD to download it immediately. I cursed myself for not having it already. I mean c'mon, that's classic Clapton. Anyhow, I got on-line and not 5 seconds later, Tim IM'd me. He said, "Dude, I got a Dell!" He got a new computer. We talked for a bit and then talked on the phone for a couple of minutes. Hmm, yes...interesting. And then he had something to do and I had to take a shower and go to Laurie's.

~Now I will tell you what I've done for you. Fifty thousand tears I've cried. Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you. And you still won't hear me.~

And...we watched tv. Got nothing done. But she wants me to get up early tomorrow and head straight over there so we can get started. That's cool. I think it's going to be fun. Time to bust out the boom box and a Michael Jackson cd. Just be stupid and have some silly chick fun. No boys, no pillow fights in lingerie. Although Laurie seems to be having lots of strange dreams about shit like that. Not exactly like that but ya. I don't know if I've mentioned this before but she had a dream that she and I were crawling through pudding and whipped cream. (hell ya! hahaa) and not too long ago she had another one about a "sex room". She was looking for Steve. And she didn't have the money to pay to get into the "sex room". But I had been in there, and I came out and told her that Steve and Nicole were in there together. I don't know. The girl has some weird dreams. I thought mine were pretty crazy. Mmm cookie crums in the keyboard! All that talk of desserts...I had to hunt down some chocolate chip. I'm not sure what time it'll be on but Jason Mraz is playing on Pepsi Smash (the wb) tonight. (8-6-03) Probably around 8 or 9pm. The only reason to turn on that station. Gavin Degraw and Evanesance were on the first one. Okay, I just took my medicine so I'm going to post this, archive, and go to bed. Good night.

~Days are numbered 6-6-6. And I'll begin the countdown by callin' off the circus.~

10:42pm

I didn't get any sleep last night. I went to bed by one. But I couldn't stop tossing and turning. So it's been a long day. I had just fallen asleep when Laurie called at 10:30, but I didn't get out of bed until 11:30. Then wallpapered until 4 when Steve started getting ready for work. It was cool. I couldn't smoke for like 4 hours because Laurie's grandpa was there. I don't know why, I just didn't. Plus I was out. Then Steve and her grandpa took off, and we danced around to some Michael Jackson. (I told you) We went and got smokes, stopped in at the carpet store. Looked at some carpet. Laurie is gunhoe about fixing this place up and renting it out. I think she's getting tired of cleaning a 3500 sq. foot house. I don't blame her at all. That's definately overwhelming. As we were pulling out of the parking lot at the carpet store, Laurie yells, "that's what we forgot to do today! Smoke Weed!!!" There was a train crossing on the tracks in front of us that said, "smoke weed" really big in graffiti letters. Kids these days. Sheesh! Where was I, OH! I stopped in really quick to grab my swim suit (yikes!) Got on-line to check the e-mail and found Tim on IM again. (I honestly don't remember him being on the internet that much) What I couldn't find was my bikini top. I typed that to him while I was frantically searching around the house and he accused me of coming on to him. Now THAT is the Tim that I missed. Anyhow, we went over to Laurie's moms place and took a dip in the pool. Sat around and watched some random tv until Pepsi Smash came on. OH HELL YES! I won't jabber on and on about Mraz tonight. I just want to say two things. #1: They sounded really great. And #2: That boy cracks my ass up. Even on television he can keep it real. "ooh, oh man I gotta pee!" It would be great if everyone was that honest. "Staind is gonna kick some ass". I have a feeling he was being a little sarcastic with that statement. Okay, I'm gonna jabber dammit. The hair is great. It's nice to know he actually has some hair. But I do love the hat. Laurie was like, "He is so stoned!" Damn straight. Ian is absolutely lovely. And Toca...damn Toca! Toca is so wonderful it just cannot be described. And of course I have to mention Maroon 5. mmm, nice!

~Oh, love is a brittle madness. Sing about it and know my sadness...~

Yes, an evening well spent in front of the television once again. *sigh* I better finish this up before I get all crazy and loopy from sleep medication. Tomorrow, I have to remember that I should call Steve. Call Laurie and get Steve's cell # and then call him to see if he needs a couple of extra hands to finish the wallpaper. I should call Shannon, and I should help momz on the hallway project. I've been slacking with that. I told her I wasn't going to be able to help but...what else do I have to do? I could be looking for that second part time jobby. But who really wants to do that?? I'm a little too excited about this weekend. I just need to figure out a way to fashion a toga out of a sheet. I'm sure it's not too tough. That's just one of those things I've never had the urge to try before. So, ya I think that's it.

~Oh love, oh love is all I'm looking for. Sittin' in the corner in the dark...~

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