04-05-00 Wednesday


It's Youth Group night. But I'm not there. My car isn't on the "good list" right now. I've tried to drive it. I have to get to school somehow. But I can't deal with taking it any farther than that. It dies...in the middle of busy roads. It putts down the street like a wheezy little old man. I love that car but it's nothing but annoying right now. I have a kick-butt stereo...and I can't use it, because if I turn up a cd, I can't hear if the engine is still running or not. It's on my last nerve. Maybe one of these days, someone will take it to be fixed. But for now, if I want to go anywhere, it has to be within close proximity to my house...or I have to bum a ride.

~I don't wanna come back down from this cloud~

James dropped in yesterday. He wanted me to go to TFC. Now...I explained before. I'm not a big fan of TFC. It's stuffy, there are no chairs...I suppose I'm spoiled. But I'm partial to youth group. Thanks for the offer James. It's nice to know someone wants me around (snicker) but I'm rather upset right now that I didn't get to go tonight. I'm missing out on what I look forward to EVERY week. The night when Kir and I don't argue...the night when everyone gets along...I get to see all my friends from different schools...(which reminds me...I need to talk to Will "prom date" about...you know. PROM!) right...but I'm missing a lot. Not to mention GOD! Hello! So I'm forced to sit here...and play with the digital camera. Check out the pictures. They're not very good. But I'll leave a link at the bottom of this page. Can you tell I was bored???

~you fondle my trigger then you blame my gun~

Chris called yesterday. He said somebody called his place. He thought it was me. But it wasn't so he's like, "Oh...ok. I guess I'll talk to you later." I KNEW this would happen. You can't just go around kissing your ex-boyfriends. It's NOT healthy. But what do I do now? It's done. I almost find it funny. In a demented sick way. (hahaha) nevermind. I think that's my exit cue.

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