04-03-00 Monday


Besides the one hour delay, today has been absolutely normal. NOTHING compared to yesterday. I honestly don't want to talk about what happened yesterday, but I will. *sigh* So, Chris came over. No big deal. He's been visiting a lot since he and Heather broke up. It was a normal conversation. "blah blah...I was bored...blah blah...nobody was home...blah blah...so I thought of you. Nothing really interesting. We were wrestling around a bit. Just goofing off...I took his keys and put them in my pocket. We wrestled for awhile. He was tickling. (we both were I mean) Nothing serious. I was pooped, so I plopped down on the bed to relax. He laid there with me for a bit...that's when things got awkward. He kept starting to say something and then didn't finish it. It seemed like he was trying to decide whether or not it would be too strange if he kissed me. I noticed after awhile that we were cuddling... HELLO! This is my ex-boyfriend from like a few years ago...he always said he still had feelings for me...but it was just weird. He looks over at the clock, and realized it was getting late. So he asked for his keys...and I could kick myself for this next part. I told him he couldn't have the keys until he finished what he was going to say. (why do I always walk right into these situations???) He's like, "It's not so much what I was going to say..." I KNEW IT! I know him too well. We wrestled over the keys, and plopped back down again...then he reached over and kissed me...This doesn't seem like such a big deal...but I'm not completely explaining (for reasons unknown) It was too much. and TALK about confused. I am LOST! This is craziness. I don't do things like this. He didn't speak to me once today. I don't know what to think. Was it a one time occurance??? Or is he going to be back??? Is it just...kidding around...or was it serious??? Then he looks at me and tells me how beautiful I am...and how I'm temptation personified!!! *sigh*

~I kinda always knew I'd end up your ex-girlfriend~

I got my pictures from the trip developed. But my scanner sucks. So if at all possible, I'll find someone who has a half decent one and try and get them up as soon as possible.

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