04-22-00 Saturday


Yeah!!! My puppy is home! and I got to spend the evening with her. I never know how much I miss her until she comes back to visit. We drove around for awhile. (cause there's nothing to do.) We went past the theater to see if anything good was playing... (ya right) So we decided on Baskin Robbins. Ice cream is always good. We walked around the American Mall. (until it closed) Ultimately, we ended up renting a video. Some old black and white. (Harvey??? has anyone else heard of this? Jimmy Stewart...it was funny. strange...but funny.) We went to Jen's and watched it in the basement. I really miss her. We had a good talk about the things we've missed. It's just nice to have her around.

~and I could never be the apple of your eye...~

It seems not only Jen is home from college. I got a message from Jason when I got on the computer this morning. He's in town. and he wants to do something today. I don't know what we could do. All I know is that I have to get ready in a little bit and meet Nicole. We're all (all = Nicole, Tyler, and I) going for Nicole's senior pictures. (finally) I don't know how long it's going to take. *sigh* what am I going to do? Grrrrowl! My nose is running. I think I caught a bit of a cold. I'm all sniffy and runny...for Pete's sake.

~In one night you made me your own, in one hour you gave me away to the angels.~


***Random Thoughts***

It's too early for me to be awake. Usually, I don't even get up until about noon. It's 9:30...I've been up since 8am. That's craziness. I'm still tired. My head feels like it's about to explode. (hahaha) Hey! that looks like a good movie. Gossip...interesting. (I'm watching tv) I've decided that I need to stimulate my brain more often. I need to be around people who make me think. (because I don't think...no...I think...just not about things that make me think hard.) That's probably why the "incident" bothered me. I'm lazy. I need to get a job. The senioritis has really started to kick in. I was explaining that to Jen's mom last night. She asked if I was ready to graduate. I said, "I was ready before the year even started." Technically no...I wasn't. I had no idea as to what I wanted to do. I didn't know what school to go to. That didn't really hit me until a month or two into the year. Film...cinematography...something exciting. But the thing about that is...I'll most likely have to move. Thank Heavens. *sigh*

I put up some new poems. I hadn't written in awhile, and it all just came at once. I'll put a link at the bottom.

~I can see that things have changed we've gone our seperate ways now...and it's not you and me anymore, it's not you and me. Why can't it be the way it was when pain was only plastic guns. My closest friend I couldn't say...you are a million miles away. I guess I'll hold my breath. There is no harm in hoping for change.~


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