04-20-00 Thursday (dedicated to Evan)


Boy has it been quite a week. I don't exactly understand. It's been confusing...but everything has lately. School's out...4 day weekend. That's nice. I needed that. Only I sacrificed Monday for the the sake of my spanish video. We're all going to Senorita's place to tape scenes 1 and 5. Then I'm going to Tyler's to edit. I can't believe this is coming together. I'm excited. point??? I don't think I had one. I had all sorts of things to talk about...but my brain isn't cooporating. Moving on.

~let the door, let the door swing.~

So I called Mike. Mainly to clear things up about the "incident". (which is what I've officially decided to call it.) It was...a strange conversation. He was explaining his physics chapter to me. Then I don't know exactly what happened...his mom asked who he was talking to, and he said Laura...and explained the "connection". I couldn't believe he did that...but it didn't seem like she cared. We laughed about that a bit. Then she asked if I was going to prom. I said "ya" and she's like "is she going to Wapak's prom?" and I was like "uh, no." then Mike said, "she's suggesting that I ask you to prom. but I don't want to go." (more laughter) that was odd. I was like, "wait a minute, she knows who I am, and she's telling you to ask me to your prom?!?!" he said, "you're a girl...it doesn't matter. she doesn't hate you because of the (connection)." (laughing harder) this cracks me up. If I showed up at Wapak's prom with Mike, I would be sooo dead. I already thought about taking a trip there just to hang with Mike. If he hadn't told me to let it cool down for a week or two, I probably would have gotten into quite a bit of trouble. Thank God for good advice from Mike. The conversation ended pretty quick. (we only talked for about a half an hour...long-distance) He had to eat and go to work, and I had to head for youth group. So, ya...I called him. At least...

~I'm a freak...of nature...~

Let's also thank God for youth group. It was an amazing night. Small group just...it hit me...and I just want to say that Melissa and her brother are in my prayers. Kip opened up the mic for anyone who wanted to tell what Jesus means to them. It was just...too awesome for words. Will invited me to go to Westgate Lanes with him and his friends but I turned it down. I didn't want to do anything afterward. I didn't even go out to eat with everyone. Everytime I do, I feel like I only went to youth group to hang out with friends. Like God's word didn't even scratch the surface. I went straight home instead. Grabbed a bite to eat then crawled into my nice warm bed. I feel like maybe the message sank in that way.

~people dyin' for no reason at all...~

Today...another boring day on the school front. Besides a trip to the dungeon (the basement) to get Matt's costume for the spanish video, (it's a magician robe...really cheesy...it's perfect!)and odd discussions in the conference room in the library. (Alanna, Chrissy, Kyle, and I have been in there all week watching movies during study hall. I can't believe the things we get away with.) Ya, the day was pretty blah. I went and got all of my hair chopped off. (AHHHH!) It's cute. I like it, and I don't really give two hoots if no one else does. Right...I'm going to Arby's with mommy. So...ya. Happy Easter! But don't forget, even though it's turned into a commercial holiday, Jesus loves you, and died on that stinkin' cross. Holiday Kisses for all!


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