it's 3 o'clock in the f'n morning!


04-13-03

~write me off cause I'd rather stop now if you won't open up~

Ya, it's 3am. And I just got back from Laurie's. She was in a bad mood and so I went over there at like 11 or something. We ended up watching The Chamber of Secrets with Andrew. But I'm home now. And strangely enough everyone, with the exception of my father, is awake. Matt's friend Phil is here, and they've been playing video games since about 7pm last night. I sat back there and watched them play Vice City. It was entertaining. Matt's been really cool lately. He was excited to have me home. And he's just been out of the way for the most part. I mean, it seems like he used to be such a pest. And besides the fact that his life is video games and the computer...besides the fact that he interrupts me everytime I'm talking. He's been pretty ok. He even burned a cd for me the other day. I had it on my mind cause I saw the video so I ran back there and asked him to download and burn the Used for me. And when I came home that night it was sitting on my bed. He's a good kid. It just takes a little bit sometimes to rip it out of him.

~look in my eyes, I'm jaded now. Whatever that means~

It's hard for me to type in the dark, and there's something wrong with my light. It just decides to go out at random times. And I'm one of those people who looks at the keyboard a lot while I type. I type really fast though. For never taking classes. Anyhow, TJ never called me today. I'm sure there's an explaination for it. But I keep thinking he's mad at me for whatever I may have said the other night while I was drunk. He's really busy. But here's the conclusion...and here's me jumping to it. Like I always do. Once again, I say there's no reason for me to get all flustered about these things. I just don't want to fuck it up this time. So I'm trying too hard. It's so damn stupid. I'm so fucking stupid.

~you almost always pick the best time to drop the worst line.~

It's 3:30am. I'm not tired. But I refuse to spill my guts anymore on this damned page. So, I'm going to see if I can steal the PS2 from my brother and his friend so I can watch my Incubus dvd. Goodnight

~my foot on your neck I finally have you right where I want you~

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