I scream
the blood rises in my throat
but to no avail
for my walls are deaf
I lie alone
Wanting to be lovely
But that was once upon a dream
'live with what you got'
They say
But do you have my
cracked reflection?
My filthy looking glass?
My blood is pushed by an angry heart
but still it beats
An awkward sound
in a hollow shell
Inside
i scratch these walls
Outside
I break them down
Splinters in my nails
skin scraped knuckles
bruised and cut
No strength to climb
This hell is everlasting
and so I drink it down
My savior in a glass