Breathe In

Breathe in
Labored
Labored breaths 
Breathe in
The acoustics are terrible in here
But I can still hear the blood as it screams out my veins like pots kissing pans
And it flies, Like it lives
Like it lives and like it breathes, 
Down to the drain to join hairy clogs and soap slivers 
Breathe in 
Breathe in 
The room dances around me 
Painting visions pointing in my eyes 
(dizzy)
Breathe in 
Shower steam like fire smoke And living dead fog 
(weak)
Razor slides downward past wet black sneakers carried by pink blood water 
Breathe in 
Breathe in Replay 
(dizzy)
Sit down like a worm in the rain
Sticky wet cotton last on my mind Breathe in
Breathe In
There is noise in the silence 
Silent crickets?
I hear them cry 
Action in the stillness 
Motion yet nothing
The room is so busy and alive but, silent and still all the same
Madness 
Breathe in 
I can almost hear the stars wink outside 
(weak-tired-dizzy-weak)
Lay down Breathe in kiss the porcelain
Breathe in
Close my eyes like never again 
Breathe in 
I think that the sun 
Breathe in
The sun is shinning somewhere
Breathe 
And the rain
Breathe in
The rain
Breathe
it rains somewhere
Breathe in in in
I am one life 
Breathe
Breathe
My pain is so small
Breathe in
And shock, like a bullet whistled to the sky
Breathe
Breathe in as I realize 
(much too late) 
Breathe 
That I didn't want to die. 
(absence of life)
Don't breathe