....and so it consumes me.
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before you-
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you and me-
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myself-
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girl-
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skin-
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before you-
There was a time
In the days before you
When my life wasn't so enriched
There was a time
In the days before you
When only darkness exsisted
When being in a crowd of people
Would make me feel alone and lost
When giddy laughter and happy smiles
Would make me feel angry and abandoned
I remeber the times
I would cry in the dark
The only thing that kept me going
Was the knowledge that someday
I could end it all
But I turned around and there you were
A light that lifted my shadows
You made me feel worth it
You convinced me to live
And for that I love you
Thank you my friend.
you and me-
you let it destroy your life
and so let it destroy mine
its dripping with convienience
and were running in fear
feeding the stray
refusing to see
an infestation of ugliness
flowing abnormaly
oozeing from under the skin
from some ultra version of yourself
you laugh at the voice, as would a child
the voice is the cause of it
and you let it consume you
and so it consumes me
myself-
I want to be free
to go on my own
I wish you could see inside me
I dont want to listen
I want control
you can watch as you stand beside me
please let go the chains are too tight
get out of my head
Let me do what is right
girl-
The girl saw a world
It was full of only hate
The girl saw no exit
Society's locked gate
The girl sat alone
And every day cried
The girl didn't sleep
But everyday tried
The girl never laughed
Never had just one friend
The girl one day thought
This must be the end
Then the guy saw the girl
And he peered deep inside
And the guy told the girl
She had nothing to hide
The guy asked the girl
But she just stared at the dirt
But then the guy loved the girl
And fixed the girls hurt
skin-
take me
feel my skin
rape me
take me in
use me
once again
hold me
take me in
rape me
hurt me
abuse me
again
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