Red Venetra
I'm a 15yr old girl. I've been a cutter for about a year now. I cut because of
frustration with my life. I don't know why I deserve what has come to me, and
that frustrates me. Throughout my life I have continously moved away from and
said goodbye to alot of people that were extremely important to me. Fourteen
people have done this. Sometimes it's me moving away from them, sometimes they
move away from me. These people include my father, biological sister, best
friend and first love. And then, about two and a half years ago, I was suddenly
uprooted from my almost tolerable life and moved 7 hours away, into a house with
my mother (who I already lived with) and three total strangers, who were my
mother's partner and two kids. I now live in the shadow of one of them because
she is popular and gorgeous. Since I was 6 I have been carted up and down the
country every holiday to see my dad. I'm somewhere between bisexual and straight
and my rents don't know. Sometimes I feel like a moving spirit who doesn't know
she's dead. The only reason I haven't committed suicide is because I believe it
will result in years of making it up the reincarnation way.
Red Venetra's Poetry On:
- Freedom, Fantasy, Inspired by Beauty
Depression/Suicide
Love and Depression
Love
Parents and thier ways ,and cutting
© R.Venetra
